He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar :'(

Find someone worth your tears, worth your laughter, worth your heart and that loves you as much as you love them ♥

Boy: I broke up with her. 
His Best Friend: What happened? 
Boy: She’s just too much for me. Not my type at all. 
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong? 
Boy: Well, She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure.. 
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeves and not think otherwise?
Boy: Well.. She’d often texted me, how am I? if I have eaten? why am I not replying her! She’s so clingy! and acts like some psycho path when I ignore her. 
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. 
Boy: But.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s such a cry baby! 
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? When you actually didn't. 
Boy: Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! and that's why I had to hide a lot of things from her. 
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied thinking she would never find out. She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. 
Boy: Well, she.. 
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s too good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. and you use to tell me she was selfish! All she wanted was for you to love her which in reality you didn't. She made one mistake and every other move of hers seems like the biggest mistake to you. You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could and would. You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. You will never get a girl like her ever again! 

Moral of the story: Appreciate those who are dying to be with you because they love you and only you truly. Don't lose them. Everything will be fine soon ♥

'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on

23:50p.m.

I had decided to blog about my own English paper titles Money ensures happiness. What is your opinion? Did this for my Trials English Paper 2011 ; Section B. I got 28/50 for this factual essay tho :/ 

          I strongly disagree with the statement above. No, money does not ensure happiness. 

          Money. It makes the world go round. Flip a coin and as you can see, the end of every wealth is betrayal. Betrayal to yourself and people around you.

          Ding Xiao-ping once said, to be wealthy is by being healthy. Therefore, having lots of money would not necessarily ensure you a healthy lifestyle to enjoy life. What is the point of having millions of cash in your bank account but you are suffering all kinds of diseases?

          Not only health, but family. Would you rather have your family just by your side, just because you are rich? So, what happens if you suddenly go bankrupt tomorrow? I wonder would your family still be there? I don't think so.

         Besides that, money also creates evil in you. Money tens to create greed in an individual. We humans, we never get enough in life. For an example, lets just say you are earning RM 1000 each month. Now, when you have enough money, you decided to buy a Kancil. A car. Ten years later, your salary increases from RM 1000, you are now earning as much as RM 10000 per month. The best pat is you used to be an office boy and today, you are a boss! A boss of your own company. Now, would you still be driving your old Kancil? No! No! Why? It is because you feel like you have to buy a better car. A more grand one to reflect you as a boss. A Toyota maybe? A Camry? How long are you going to keep doing that? It is the mentality in the society that as long as you have money, you are happy. But no! It is not! 

          Do the society know how much you stressed out are you at work place? being wealthy does not come handy, but it requires hard work! But wait, hang in there! People often say that there is no free lunch in the world and in fact I believe in that, but hey! You can have everything and anything you want if you are wealthy. but! Can you buy the love of your life with money? You can never! a guy or a girl must only love you for who you are, whether you are rich, poor, short, tall, pretty or ugly. Sincerely, if he loves you, he would sacrifice anything and everything just to be with you. Now, here is the question! If you are rich, how sure are you that he loves you for who you are and not for your wealth? What if all those sweet promises and those sweet words are just for the sake of your money?

          You can never know. What if you suddenly faced an accident and you went into comma. Would he be there for you? Would he be looking after you? What if he left you for another woman with your money then? How would you feel? See! After all, money does not ensures happiness know?!

         Next, being wealthy in directly builds you up to be a materialistic person. you will fall in love with every single thing in life you see. You will yearned for it. Imagine having everything you ever dreamed, don't you want it? Can you see it? You and I, all the fame. Sounds exciting isn't it? Personal stylist, agent and the publicity . Become superstar! You want it all@ But wait! Imagine this! You owned a big three storey bungalow. The garden are all filled with flowers, roses, plants and trees. You have a big swimming pool. You have a personal jacuzzi. You practically have everything at home sweet home. Dream come true right? But, the problem is! You are living alone! Does it still sounds fun now? You have absolute no one to share your problems with and you have no one to share the fun together. After all, money definitely does not ensure happiness. 

          Moreover, being wealthy do not buy your true friends. How would you know that they are there around you not for the sake of money? See, after all, being rich is not so fun though. You only find real friends when they stay with you during your hard times in life. They stick around you. they share your problems and they advice you. But, of you have money, they only tend to find you and hang out with you just for the sake because you are rich. How would you know that they do not back-stab you? You may never know. What if you are going through hardship? Would they still be there for you or otherwise? God knows. I doubt they would.

          Being wealthy might give you the feeling of being secured but the fear of getting robbed or kidnapped is even way more scarier. You could not even get a good night sleep thinking whether is your money placed in the right hands or at the right place. You would be practically worried 24 hours, seven days  week. Now, how do you enjoy life if you are so tensed all the time? You fear getting robbed in the middle of the night and when you are out shopping, you fer being kidnapped. So, what is the point of having so much money but scared all the times in life? Isn't life is about enjoying? So does money ensures you happiness by being scared the whole time? 

          Another thing about being wealthy is that when you go out with your friends, colleagues or anyone, they tend to keep quiet and pretend don't know when the bills are presented. They assume that, you being the rich one, it is your duty to spend them. FOREVER AND ALWAYS. They tend to be nice to you and take advantages on you just for the sake of your wealth that you would be buying and spending them basically everything. Such a waste isn't it? Spending all your hard earn cash on other people. Now, let me ask you again, do money ensure happiness?

          After all, money can never buy one's happiness. Even if it is to get a pure smile from the one you love most, money might not help you. But health, family, friends and love sure do shower and colour your life with happiness. 

00:27a.m.

The Story Of Us ;

Taylor Swift 

Rolling In The Deep :D

16:23p.m.

#nowplaying Grenade by Bruno Mars :D 

Trials English SPM 2011 ; Section B Essay

FAMILY

By : Adibah Shahrum
Marks obtained: 35/50 
A fiction story :'(

          It was a quiet night in the month of October. The night was calm but the situation in the hospital was not as calm as the foggy night outside. In the hospital, a voice of a pretty young lady was screaming with pain was filling the mist. She was huffing and puffing. She was using all her energy and finally, she managed to give birth to a baby. :)

          "Congratulations, Mr. Lee! It is a baby girl,said the doctor" to Anna's husband. He slowly cradled the baby and put her on Anna's lap. tears streamed down on Anna's cheek. She finally gave birth to a baby after seven years of marriage. Robert Lee put his arms around his wife and said, "I promised to take care of this baby and you from cradle t the grave," he said. "I would love her as much as I love you," added Mr. Lee.

Robert assured his wife and made a promise to her. Anna held the baby with cautious and slowly, she kissed her baby's forehead. It was a red-letter day for both the couple.

          Months passed after Anna had given birth to Fleur and evceryday was a happy day. Robert was very supportive. He purchased many toys for Fleur. From dresses, socks and mittens, he buys them all for hos daughter. He spoilt his daughter really bad. However, not all good things last right?

          Fleur was then a toddler when an incident occurred. At that time, Anna was playing with Fleur in the garden at that the back of the house. The garden was a beautiful place as it was filled with green plants, flowers and butterflies. It always excites Anna whenever she caught her daughter, Fleur staring at the trees and swaying them with her curious big eyes. One day, the house telephone suddenly ran, Anna went into the house to answer the call. However, Fleur was left behing alone in the garden. Fleur saw a cat and she got excited even more when she saw the cat ran behind the bushed. Fleur followed the cat and it actually led Fleur to a small well. The cat jumped over the well. PANIC STATIONS! Fleur followed the cat's actions and she consequently fell into the well.  

          When Anna was done, she went back to the garden, she was so panicked as her daughter was no where to be seen. She searched with all her might until she heard a crying sound. She listened properly, retracing the crying source. It was from the well! Anna ran to her neighbour;s house to get help.

          "WHY DID YOU LEAVE HER ALONE IN THE GARDEN?" Robert screamed to Anna with his arms crossed. Robert and Anna were now in the hospital. They were both waiting for the doctor for their daughter's health result.

          "I was answering the phone. I thought it would be alright just to leave her out of my sight for a second" said Anna sobbingly. 

          "Ahem. Sorry to interrupt your conversation but I am here to tell you the result on Fleur's health, said the doctor. The doctor stood calmly with a board clip against his chest. 

          "I'm sorry to inform you but your child is having difficulties in hearing. Nevertheless, her body is still in fighting fit,"said the doctor calmly.

          "You mean...She is deaf?!!! asked Robert.

          "In other words, yes." The look in the doctor's eyes and the facial expression of the doctor answered all the couple's questions. Anna could not take the fact that her only beloved daughter is deaf. As a result, she fainted. 

          Months passed. Feelings faded. Weather changed. Even people changed. Anna began arguing with her husband nearly every night. Their arguements were very frequent even though their child was standing right in front of them watching them argue. Robert often blamed Anna as the reason why their daughter Fleur is deaf. One night, after all the fights and arguements, Robert packed up all his things and he decided to move out from the house. He decided to leave his wife and his daughter behind. He could no longer withstand Anna's behaviour. The truth was, Robert has another woman in the outside world. Anna's life was totally ruined. She thought of commiting suicide when Fleur came and she covered her mother with a small blanket and she hugged her mother. Anna then reminded herself of all those halcyon days. She squeezed her daughter back tightly in her arms and she reassured to herself that she still do have a family even though her husband left for le cherchez famme. 

17:00p.m.

Let It Rain Over Me 

PITBULL 

Pain makes you stronger. Fear makes you braver. Heartbreak makes you wiser ♥

16:00 p.m.

#nowplaying Good Life by One Republic :D

 Sara Tan and Nina Lim :D 

 Sara Tan and myself :D She is so cute duh in this pink baju kurung! :)

 Can you stop being so cute? Sara Tan ♥ Jealous know me?

From left: Sara Tan, Ashu and Nina Lim 

Trials English SPM 2011 ; Section B Essay

FAMILY

By : Sara Tan Yen Yi
Marks obtained: 40/50 
TRUE STORY know? :'(

          

          Family is the most important thing in our life. it is priceless and cannot be bought by money. Family will remain with you through thick or thin. Family will share your joy and happiness and all your sorrows too. Family will work together to solve problems together and they will always be there for you.

          I have finally realizes the true meaning of family after an experience which I will never forget, last year, my father was diagnosed with liver cancer. My family was devastated. Since then we tried all kinds of different ways to prevent it from spreading to other organ for a short period of time. My father's siblings would help to find all sorts of cures for my father. 

          They constantly give comfort and advice us to be strong to pull through this. Soon, my father went in and out of the hospital for treatment. His siblings will visit gim in the hospital and help is whenever we needed it. They would prepare food for us when we are unable to prepare it ourselves.

          After a few months, my father's condition started to worsen. He was then diagnosed with Wilson's disease. My father's health deteriorated quickly, as his liver starts to fail. He needed a transplant as soon as possible. His siblings, at that time did a lot of work to seek around help to see if there was any liver for my father. They even offered to donate part of their lover to him but my father refused to accept as the risk was very high back then. 

          As family, they helped a lot. His brother would sometimes keep an eye on him at night at the hospital when my mother is too tired or is unable to watch him that night. When my father started to lose his memory and himself, they still patiently looked after him and cared for him despite of my father's tantrums.

          My father passed away on the 13th November 2011. That was also the time when they helped is out the most as my mother was too depressed and my sister and I were still too young to arrange all. This is the time when his siblings stepped in. They helped to arrange the funeral for my gather and helped informed many relatives and friends. From the first day of his burial, they were there for us. Without them, we might not be able to hold on the wake service and funeral so smoothly.

          Even now, they will help us when we ask or needed it. they are still beside us even after my father's death. They helped s to pull through this. My family finally understands the meaning of the word family and my father's death has actually brought the two families closer. We are all glad and thankful that we have each other as family. 

16:45p.m.

*Note to Sara Tan: 

I am so sorry about your dad. his story touched my heart and oh by the way, I corrected some of the grammars know :) 

You know a girl just broke up with her boyfriend when she starts putting a million quotes on Facebook :'(

14:29 p.m. Thursday.

#nowplaying Crush by David Archuleta

School today got back Chemistry paper 3. I just got half of the full marks :'( Add Maths we did the 2008 Second Intervensi question. For English, we did nothing :( Some of my classmates were begging marks from teacher so that they would hit 75% A-

Oh, I asked from Adibah, Sara and Ashiqin their English exam essays. I would be blogging about all three next. Titled "FAMILY". For Physics, we discussed Paper 2. OHMYGOD, I love my Physics tuition teacher so much. Mr. Syed Anwar al-Junid. If it was not because of him, I bet I would had flunk the paper. Last period was Bahasa Melayu. Oh, I got 75% for total. I could not be blogging long because I got to go and settle my testimonial and my Bacathon :/ However, please do read three of my best friend's essays on FAMILY okay? :) Oh, I had chicken rice with Kartik in the car today for lunch :) Ashu skipped school today :X

There's a sky full of lighters ♥

Akon ;

Right Now (Na Na Na Na) ♥

Who do you think you are? Running around leaving scars :S

#nowplaying Jar Of Hearts :')


14:08p.m. 21/09/2011 

Okay, here is the thing. I started today with waking up and feeling like not going to school know? Anyhow, I forced myself to cause' thanks to the results we were going to get back.

Raveenaa, Nina Lim and Looi Isabel  ♥ 
Dear Miss Looi, you are one sexy and hot chick duh! ♥

I spent reading session in school talking to Isabel and Nina Lim about SPM seminars. Thus, first subject was Mathematics and it was so FRUSTRATING! I GOT 74 and thanks to the goverment who raised the bench-mark for A- to 75 know? ONE MORE MARK FOR GOD DAMN IT! I got 76 for English :D An Ace baby! So many people got B+ tho :S Got Bahasa Melayu paper 2 :) 80 :D Next, Moral I chatted away with Ashu and Diane Chui. Oh, we got Biology paper 1 too. We checked our final co-curriculum grade today too. I GOT A B :'( 10% IPTA man :( 

Know what? My beloved bottle dropped and it broke into pieces in class today. I threw it away already tho :X

You may read about my this bottle from the  "You've Got A Friend In Me :) " post on 17/07/2011 ; Sunday. 

That is all for now. Dad got us lunch. Economy rice and orange Twister. Got to go. Thunder man! :( 

Guys who still carry bags, open doors, tell their girl that she's beautiful, & show respect... Are Real Men.

Tonight tonight ;

Hot Chelle Rae ♥

I don't have a type. If I like you , I like you :)

14:06p.m.
#nowplaying In My Head ; Mayday Parade ♥

Missing you is my hobby, caring for you is my job, making you happy is my duty, and loving you is my life. 

Hello :) FINALLY! After three weeks of torture and silence in the HALL ; I am finally free from TRIALS! 

So, I am allowed to PARTY LIKE A ROCK STAR NOW :) 

Nah, not really. I just got back my Add Maths paper one marks and I practically only scored 1/4 out of the total :'( *teardrops* Anyhow, we got back History paper 2 too :) Scored 84/100 and two of my essays full marks out of the three we were suppose to do. Anyways, Physics paper 3 last paper today sucks to the maximum. I flunk the paper. GRADIENT was suppose to be 3 decimal place but the SMART Raveenaa went to put 2 decimal place only :( 

I was not suppose to be blogging right now. But let me just share a story with you. What happened on 11/09/2011 was that the guy and I were on the phone for three hours. We were talking and the memories really brought us back together to the past. I was telling him those things I missed and he was telling me things he missed that we did together. Screw that part. The thing was, last Thursday, while I was still facing my Trial exam paper, I decided to text him, you there? He suddenly out of no where came to scream and scolded me asking me to stop texting him. Eventually, I wanted to slam down the phone and he even scolded my friend, "H". He asked; why did my best girlfriend, "H" went to add his current girlfriend, "T" on Facebook. The thing is, I did not know any of this. So, I decided to say sorry and I shut the phone. I called up my bestie, "H". H told me that she never did added "T" and that "H" swore. Well, here is the thing. I trust this girl "H" and she would never lie to me. 

I called up my another super bestie, "A" and told her everything that had happened. So, what happened was, after putting down the phone with "A", I call him up. I called and the moment he picked up the phone I screamed my lungs out :S

Me: Who told you my friend H added your girlfriend. T?

Him: Your friend and YOU just have problems is it? Why cannot stop adding my girlfriend?

Me: WHAT? You better go check you source again. Ask your fucking girlfriend again whether did H added her.

Him: No! No! Your friends are all just big fucking liars

Me: Excuse me Mr. SHUT UP okay? Listen to me. I am sorry but your girlfriend thinks she is super HOT lah? Everyone must go add her lah? What is she? Some super model or something?

Him: You ah! You ah!

Me: *SCREAMS* ME WHAT?!!!! You listen here. Tell your BITCHY girlfriend she have no rights to talk about my friends okay? Even you! You fucking don't have the rights to do so too. I would slap her man to the maximum if she do. Ask her come out, see I slap her not! Who she fucking thinks she is? HELL yeah, just a fucking bitch. LOOK WISE ; OUT! EVEN ATTITUDE WISE ; OUT MAN! Seriously, You can just go FOOK her man!

*I JUST SLAMMED DOWN THE PHONE AFTER SAYING ALL THOSE*

Thing is, what happened last night was, his best friend, Ash inbox me on Facebook this ; 

Seriously,what the hell are you thinking?.What you both argued?
Please mind your word when talkin to other

When I read the three lines above. I was so mad. I mean, why is she interrupting suddenly. What what was up with the Hell word? Plus, I don't even know what he told Ash. The most heartbreaking part, was that Ash trusted him. Well, I wanted to send this as a reply to Ash. *READ*

Hey! You are 19 years old right? Well,I am just here to give my stand. You judged me based on what you heard. Now,you judged me based on what an individual told you. Okay,fine. Now,let me ask you? Did it ever crossed your mind to hear my side of story first? I don't think so. So,is there any reason left for me to explain? You asked me,what the HELL was I thinking. But! Hang in there. Did it ever occured to you who started the havoc by insulting.Anyway,would that make any difference by explaining now? I'm not here to convince you to believe me. But, it occured to me,you think you know who to believe. So,I'm gonna say God bless. Take care and all the best. I'm in a no one position to be saying all this to you,but,as a stranger let me just say,you bear what you believe. Think about it!

However, the more I think. What was the point for? I mean as if my ex and I are going to get back together or something? WHAT WAS THE POINT? SO WHY NOT END IT NOW THAN LATER? Plus, so what if Ash thinks that I am the bad person here? Do you think I depend on her to live? No! After all, I have not even met her. I respect her in person but those three lines ruined all the salute I have for her. I ended up replying her ;That news reached to you already? Good thing. Anyhow, he started it. Seriously, whatever. I mean, he started accusing my friend. Anyhow, I don't wanna talk about it anymore. Thanks :) Anyhow, I got to go and study with Kartik now. Hey peeps :D I was suppose update my blog on Adam Lambert for you guys right? So sorry that I am always procrastinating :( Got to go! 

14:52p.m.

20/09/2011

ISABEL, the girl next to me edited the picture above :) Take a closer look at the neck people :) 

Song Of The Day would be by Bruno Mars :) The Lazy Song :D 

Today I don't feel like doing anything

                                                I just wanna lay in my bed ; 

Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone'

Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything 

THESE SHOES ARE SO PRETTY! I WANT THEM ALL :(

It's not the same without you around...

Hey guys! I woke up and there was a bad news. Mum going for ASP course until 9th Dec. She would not be with me for SPM. Felt like crying :'( 

As you know yesterday was the concert SuaraKami2011 in Stadium Merdeka :D Nelly was here. So, the song of today would be from him ; Just A Dream :)

However, I actually loved Sam Tsui's and Christina Grimmie's version of Just A Dream better :) Now play this :D

PICTURE OF THE DAY ;)

Girls in sarees are 10 times sexier than girls in Herve Lager. Quote : Emzee Raj anne ♥

Aftermath ;

Adam Lambert  ♥ 


Being a real man doesn't mean you sleep with 100 girls. It means you fight for one girl even when 99 others are chasing you ;)