This mad heart goes towards YOU.

Manchala man chalaa, teri ore,

Manchala mann chalaa, teri ore.

Khamoshiyon ki. Sooraton mein, 

Dhoondhe tera shor.

Translation :

This mad heart, goes towards you.
This mad mad heart, goes towards you.

At this point of silence,

It looks for all of your noises. 

Hello dear blog readers.

 

How are you lovelies? I am back for my second post of the year. If you have been following me up, on both my social networks, Facebook and Twitter, you would have realized that I have been keeping myself pretty occupied with movies, Hindi movies in specific. One fact that I have been watching them like mad. From Humpty Sharma Ki Duhalnia, to Student Of The Year, to Hasee Toh Phasee. And this is the one movie, 

I would talk about today though. 

 

Hasee Toh Phasee was released a year ago and I finally sat down to watch it last Friday morning. Ratings for the movie from me would be of 8/10. "Hasee Toh Phasee" in simpler words means, "when she smiles, it means she is snared". There was one scene in the movie that got me crying like a baby. I really reckon all of you, like each and everyone of you to go watch the movie. The most heart warming part was when this main heroine actually ran away from home to Goa after stealing all the money for her sister's wedding dowry just to support her Physics project. Because of this, her Pappa actually suffered heart attack and was admitted to the Intensive Care Unit ( I.C.U ) that night before her sister's wedding. The thing was, after seven years, she returned back home to say sorry to her Pappa, everyone else was just screaming and yelling at her. Everyone was basically throwing tantrums off at her asking why did she even bother returning after so long. That was when her eldest uncle actually stepped into the living room to give her a tight slap. Hot tears were running down her cheek when her Pappa told her uncle to hit her again. But before that, her father screamed at everyone to ask everyone to shut up and to calm down. He told everyone off that it was true that she ran off with the money but there was never a day where he don't think of her. Of how she is living on the streets or whether how is she doing fine? Her father was basically standing up for her despite all these years. The father said something that made me cry so hard. It was then when he looked at everyone in the living hall and said, so what if she steals the money? Those money were bound to be hers anyways one day. She stole them from her own father. So what? He was literally screaming at everyone just for this youngest daughter of his, the main heroine. That was when, I started crying. When he said, so what is wrong if this daughter of mine is so similar to me? Isn't it okay to be different? It is really a short story and a really simple one. So I was basically crying all alone. Do watch it everyone! Make sure you do.

So, after finishing the movie that morning, I did laundry and I went to start packing my things. I ran in to take a quick shower and as I was reading up on Singapore to plan for an upcoming trip with my sisters, the clock showed 13:30 hours in the afternoon. The next thing I knew was, a silver Myvi was driving up my driveway. It was then when I knew my old high school buddy, Ashu is here to pick me up for lunch and to crash her place for a night. We both went for lunch after that in Pat Kin Pat Sun. We spoke and we caught up all that we have missed over this years. Funny isn't it? How fast time flies? It has been two years since the both of us sat, met and spoke. And it amazes me at how the both of us are always able to sit and talk and we would be able to update each other about our lives in these past two years. What we have been missing out of each other. I shall keep all those conversations to myself, I suppose? :D I paid for lunch that day since we were in my area and we left to do shopping in Mid Valley. We managed to entered, PDI, Jusco, Mango, Forever 21, Cotton On, Nichii and Topshop for the day. I shall let the pictures to the talking for me, no? Here you go ;

Before we realized it, the time has already showed five in the evening and we rushed off to KL Festival City Mall to do more shopping for the day. 

I managed to get a pair of jumpsuit from Cotton On here though. We took more photos there. Here they are. Gosh, I really look exhausted these days. 

Forgive me for my eyebags though. 

We went back to her place once her dad called as the clock was showing seven at night. We rushed over, showered, prayed and we left for dinner. It had always been amazing meeting her father. He has always give me a father's figure to look up to. It really touches my heart that he always welcomes me over anytime and anywhere though. I miss that guy :') We left shortly after to pick her sister up from college and we went for dinner. I had fried kuey teow at a mamak shop that night. When we got home, I was so exhausted that I watched television for a while and begged her to let me sleep at eleven that night. 

We woke up the next day at seven in the morning and fetched her sister to college for exams. Insane isn't it? Exams on a Saturday. We were just talking our way through towards Multimedia Science University ( M.S.U ) and we were just really blabbering away in the car. We came back to catch a really good movie on Diva Universal. After that, we showered and went for a really good breakfast. Here are pictures of them a typical Malaysian breakfast for myself, 

Nasi Lemak with teh tarik in the morning. 

 

The three of us, Ashu, her dad and myself then drove to pick her sister up after exams and we headed to Sky for lunch. I had the best tom yam pan mee ever. Seriously. Look at this!

The noodles were so hot that I couldn't take it. Hot as in the heat hot. Not the spicy hot. I had to literally ask for it to take away and go back to her house to eat because the three of them had finished eating whereby I was still chewing on my third bite. So we went back her house when everyone took naps. Ashu went to do her laundry and she was busy taking selfies but I couldn't be bothered because I was really hungry. Want a prove? Have a look at this. 

I was just busy eating whereby she was 

just posing for photographs though.

Shortly after that, I asked her to send me home in the evening because I had to do laundry for the day and to cook dinner that night. Dear Ashu, sincerely from the bottom of my heart thank you so much for the sleepover. This was the first after our so many years of friendship in CBN, and there are many more to come. Don't worry, I have already took up the job to be your bridesmaids, so get married quickly okay? 

Came home to catch up things with mum and got myself storage boxes like finally. Went out with mum to get them at last. Came back with dinner for everyone. Was supposed to go night market when the rain started pouring heavily. So, we decided to skip the plan and just to stay home. I did some packing finally of my old stuffs and went to shower then sleep later after that. Woke up just to work this morning and I just sat away for food during lunch and movies the whole day. The Runaways. Osthe. Running Man. Finally made up my mind to blog so here I am. I got to go off for food again right now. I don't know whether these days, if I am eating because I am hungry or of because I am bored or just simply because I am sad? 

To be honest, there are just so much going on right now. Things are going on simultaneously that I really don't know what to do because I can feel them. I no longer get excited during shopping hours. I no longer feel happy when I see things that used to make me happy. I don't know what is going on with me. I honestly don't know what is wrong at all. I'll probably write them up soon, I guess? Or maybe I should have just put it pass me, like I always do. But I know, this time round, I might have damaged things. Because, just maybe, I am no longer the one he comes to when he needs someone to talk to. That I am no longer the one he comes for advice anymore. I know, 

I have been replaced in his heart. That, I know.

That is all for now, see you next time. Until then, take care. Roomate sent me this last night so yeah. 

Thought Of The Day :

If Lord Krishna has always loved Lordess Radha, then why did He needed Lordess Gopi in his life, then? 

Love, Raveenaa.

As always xoxo. 

Gorgeous.

THIS IS A WANT. 

THE HAIR AND THE TATTOO.

BEEN THINKING OF GETTING THEM LATELY.

So hello blog readers. I know it had been five long days that I have been away and I tremendously apologize for that. Hey but behind everything, I always have a reason to be away, don't I? So where did I left off? Ah the outing with both Ma Xin Wei and Foo Huii Yi. I pretty much did not do anything much more than that either. It is just something I want to point out in the picture above was that I have finally hit my 55,000 tweet and yeps in short 55K tweets and it was a shout-out to all my closest best friends in the world. I did box them up in red so zoom in the picture above. Thank you so much for staying by my side. I did mentioned there some literally main ones because I could not tagged everyone. Thus the list is long so don't blame me. Here is to Sabrina Chua, Cedric Abel, Lai Wye Kei, Shyam Nair, Aaron Lee, Benjamin Ho, Ashweenia Rajah, Joeyy Lim and the list goes on. You know who you are. Touch your heart, you would know. Whether you have been nice or mean to me this year. 

So I have been spending most of my time watching movies and updating myself. The pictures above are all from the movie Prom and I literally cried so hard watching this movie because it reminded me of high school so so much. I loved the way the boys had asked the girls to Prom with them. And there was this one quote that made me teared so hard because it reminded me so much of somebody I used to know. It sounded something like this ;

I am not upset. I am just DONE.

And that was it. The tears fell like waterfall thou. Plus, those times in needs when he was ALWAYS there for her whenever she needs him. She started to look at him at a different light and at a different angle. I love love love it when he did turned up for the prom dance. Super romantic overall. Rated the movie 7/10 and I watched it alone ; all by myself thou. 

The second movie that I ended up watching and enjoying myself was a movie from 2011. It was a movie starring Channing Tatum and his real wife, Jenna Dewan-Tatum. Now what makes this movie so special was that I did watched it alone thou and there were so many scene that really written my life this year in 2013. So there was this one part where one of the actress said, I am so glad that you have got me replaced. I was like :'( The movie definitely made me cried so hard and I wondered so much whether would I be a good wife someday as like the lady did in the movie thou. It made me pondered so much. 

Why look back in the past when you have so much to look forward to in the future, right? Friend said to Channing Tatum. #10years

The scene above was a dance in a karaoke pub after ten years of Tatum and his ex- girlfriend when she asked for a dance with him. In this scene, she treated Channing Tatum as her boy best friend and told him everything that she was pregnant and he knew that even before her own husband did. I really cannot describe what I felt at that moment. Goosebumps all over. So happy that best friends like these are just so close and they even hugged and danced with each other. The whole movie was about a night of their high school reunion and it was definitely one of the best 

I have watched so rating it 9/10.

I did really spent my weekend wisely thou if you would count shopping and posting hot guys pictures on my best girl friend's wall works thou :) So spent last weekend shopping for almost four hours in Pavillion and bought myself almost ten dresses thou. I bumped into Vanessa Yoong ( Vanilla Ice Cream) as how most of you would know her. Saw her in Parkson Pav and bought a dress from there. It is brown in colour thou. So when I made my way to the cashier I saw senior from MBS Sashikala Moorti as well. Been shopping so much for Chinese New Year and it keeps me happy. 

I would only show you two items on which I have got for Chinese New Year so far thou. Most of it which I have bought are all one piece meaning either dresses and jumpsuits and there was only one outfit that I got was two pieces. Here is a picture of me before leaving home for shopping and the face I had when I am in changing room. Three pictures for you readers so here you go. Oh by the way, I used to love going shopping at Brands Outlet in Fahrenheit until last week. The sales girl really did pissed me off and her customer service was just so bad I swear. Really upsets me a lot. I don't think I would want to visit there again. 

Heh. You just have to figure things out on your own that what did I got. My advice would be wait for Chinese New Years. All photos would be captured and uploaded then. I have been too free thus had been spamming Wye Kei's facebook wall with pictures of hot and good looking dudes and my examples are of course none other than Dylan O' Brien, 

Channing Tatum and of Shahid Kapoor. 

So I spent the last Monday going out with my primary school friend, Yasodha, her sister, Nishanti and my deskmate, Shyam. We went to Pavillion to catch Dhoom 3 and I sincerely loved the movie thou all three of my companions loathe it. Heh. It was a great movie and speaking of which I am downloading all the songs from the movie right now. So yeah. The movie was starred by Aamir Khan and Katrina Kaif. Just captivated me like a firework show man. Here are pictures of Aamir Khan and Katrina Kaif from the movie itself. Their body I really could not take it thou. It was the second Hindi movie I have really watched in theaters since for a very long time cause dad used to bring me when I was really young thou. Both of their bodies in the movie, I can't even. Speaking of Katrina Kaif, just don't get me started on how perfect she is. I have no idea why but I have always find her more perfect, more beautiful and more amazing than Deepika Padukone thou.

So we waited for Shyam for almost 45 minutes and Yasodha and I camwhored along the way. When he arrived we left for Starbucks for breakfast. Then we went to get popcorn and drinks instantly and left for movies. After movies, lunch was in Food Court. We captured more pictures and we went for Starbucks for tea. We talked so much on that day. Catch up session like these were so good gosh. I love these kind of gathering thus we should have these kind of outings more. Okay I shall just let the picture do the talking for me okay? Oh both the food pictures are of Nishanti's lunch, Chicken Rice and mine, Black Pepper Chicken Rice for lunch from Little Wok.  Pictures are in order which is from cinema followed by lunch and lastly group photos were in Starbucks Ground floor. I bid goodbyes to them three at five in the evening that day. 

 Came home that night and one of my old classmates spoke to me. Mei Wern she updated me and asked if I was coming for class reunion this weekend and she spoke to me about one of my best friend, Ashweenia Rajah (Ashu) in CBN. I would probably call her my one and only close friend from CBN. There wasn't any teachers I was fond of in that high school but Ashu was probably my best memories in CBN thou. We hung on the phone for almost two hours from midnight all the way to two in the morning and we spoke of so many things. Just let it be a secret okay? I shall just mentioned all these tattoos she got me so into thou. Should I get one for myself too? 
Should I get myself inked? 

The ones above are peacocks feathers and she is more into them but I am more keen of these feathers which resembles freedom. I think I were to get the first one if I were to really tattoo myself thou. You know you're both best friends of the world when the clock shoes midnight and you decided to be on the phone with her cause it had been two years long since you last spoke to one another. I was touched at the fact that she had been here all along thus thank you very much :') Two hours and thirty minutes of phone call. I finally got my wish come true and done also got over with it. So glad that we finally got to catch up like these. 

Check them pictures out ;

I did forgot to mention thou that last outing for Dhoom 3 ; I met this really cute hot ang moh ; white guy at the bus station and it was pouring so heavily. He had really nice curly hair and it was raining so I passed him my umbrella and I hopped on the bus. I did not get his email nor Facebook nor number. Nothing. He just smiled and held my hands and said thanks for the help and he asked me where Chinatown was. I really wanna meet him again so fate, just please. 

Play your role this time round thou.

Before I end this post ; 

I just wanna wish all readers a very Merry Christmas and an advanced New Years. Fingers crossed I hope I can get my resolutions done by this weekend thou? 

Baby, won't you stay the night? 

Because I seriously have no idea as to what am I suppose to wish for X'mas and for New Years. It was my Christmas wishlist to finally spend it with you but I guess that all good things come to an end, doesn't it? You still like him Rav, just stop lying to yourself. 

P/S : You freaks should really catch me on Twitter man ; here is the link to it ; it is like my mini blog there so here you go ;

https://twitter.com/NanaLingwei1906

Three hours   ;

Dum Malang ;

Dhoom 3   <3