I've wasted my nights, you turned out the lights, now, I'm paralyzed?

I'm at a payphone trying to call home ;
All of my change I spent on you ;
Where have the times gone ;
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist ;
I would still be holding you like this ;
All those fairytales are full of shit ;
One more fucking love song I'll be sick.

Hello honey. We meet once again. So where were we? 

Three days to Vietnam. 

I am betting this would be my final blog post before I leave. Okay, so last Sunday, Guik Hua and I went Viva Home to get my Samsung Galaxy Note  applications there from the shop I got my phone from. 
So, we went there and even shopped for new house furniture. 
Found lotsa cool stuff. 
I love the book shelves there. The study desk there. 
Gosh, I can't wait to move in to ze new condo. 
She and I were there until Viva Home closes ;) 
Epic cool huh :) 

Monday morning, Guik Hua woke me up and dragged me to the Hartamas Imigresen centre to renew her passport. We spent about fifty minutes there? We took a cab from my place and after we were done with ze passport, we took a taxi again and went to Pavillion for lunch and movie. But before that, I actually walked over to the money changer to change Dong money, Vietnam currencies :) So, this money changer I love to go is located directly in front of Sungei Wang and to actually go there, I passed by this new Greek ice-cream shop. Okay, lemme tell you what actually caught my eye. There was this Irish man who stood in the shop and he is fucking DROP DEAD GORGEOUS. He's so cute and handsome ohmygod and I can't help but to stare at him. I think some of you might have heard of it, Mado :) It is located directly in front of Maybank Sungei Wang and opposite Lot 10. So, here you go ;

The World Best Ice-Cream

Ice Cream Like No Other

The Only Ice Cream that You can Eat with a Fork and Knife ;)

So after getting my Dong currencies, we walked over to Pavillion and got tickets for our movie, Lockout at 16:00 p.m. The movie was good man! Rating : 8/10. It starred Guy Pearce and guess what? The producers of the movie Taken? Is also the producers of this movie, Lockout. 

 "THE ONE" and I love the movie Taken so so much :') 

I thought of chopping off my hair short ;) Like Alice, Ashley Greene from Twilight or of Maggie Grace in Lockout. 

What do you think? ;)

Would it suit me?

We had lunch in Ichiban Ramen and it costed   

 RM 37.10. Here are the photos of our food :) 

First picture : Chicken Katsu Set :)

          Second picture : Chicken Teriyaki Bento Set ;)

OH! I FORGOT! GUIK HUA AND I SAW THESE OUTSIDE PAVILLION GSC CINEMA AND I DECIDED TO TAKE PICTURE WITH JOHNNY DEPP AND THE DARK SHADOWS CREW! *BEAR IN MIND THAT I WAS TRYING TO LOOK SCARY OKAY*

IT IS FREAKING COOL! :)

Okay, studies. I didn't get matrix. Oh, have I told you guys that I postponed National Service? Go next time. I am doing Form Six. Thing is, they are offering me Science and I don't wanna do Science in Form Six. I got the offer letter already :) Dream on I'll appeal for whatsoever you are not giving me.

 I mean, can't take Science anymore after two years handling it D: 

Like what she once told me, don't wanna give then fine,

 the max is I don't work for you ;)

 Thank you very much to you. Like seriously :) 

Oh people! Listen to this ; Call Me Maybe by Carly Rey Jespen! 

Freaking catchy ; I LOIKEEEE :) 

~Hey, I just met you and this is crazy.

But here's my number, so call me, maybe~

That guy from Call Me Maybe, Holden Nowell <3

 is freaking HOT! He's buff! Look at those abs :O 

I love those tattoos ♥ 

Carly Rae Jepsen, you're lucky hun ;) 

Picture of le day! :)

From left : Me, Looi Isabel/Kisa and Wen Qing :D

OHMYGOD! I FORGOT! Thanks to Ian and my older brother and everyone around me who always nudge me to watch Russell Peters. He is so funny! I watched all his videos on Youtube and I just can't get enough of him :O Hahaha. Some of his jokes are repeated but it is funny as Hell! Watch this! These are some of my fave :)

45 minutes :D

Show Me The Funny :) Part 1 :) 46 minutes :) 

Tsim Sha Tsui ;)

Russel Peters goes clubbing in Lebanon :D

I changed my blog song to 

What Makes You Beautiful ;

Cimorelli! 

Who on Earth uses an umbrella on a rainy day duh?

Toothless :) 

The perfect song to describe my feelings right now is Back To December by Taylor Swift. So, people have been urging me to update my blog and the picture above? Yeah, the one of me in my most favourite V-neck green dress when I was one :) See, I am not alone in that photo. Obviously, you would notice it if you are not blind :) Anyhow, the boy who is wearing the overalls? Yes, meet my older brother. People often ask me why am I friggin close to my older brother compared to the lil' one. Lemme tell you why. The truth is that, when I was young. Unlike other kids who learn to walk first and then talk? I am quite ze opposite. Yeah, mummy said that I am pretty noisy when I was young. I know. I still am noisy now. Sorry. So, when I was one or so, the person who taught me to walk, wasn't my parents nor my uncle or aunties. It was my older brother who guided me through the process. The fall, the tears, the hold, the bully, the noise, the pinch, the push, the pull, it was all him :') So, as you can see practically that was how I grew up. The screams, the advises, the tutoring, the fashion senses, the boys and everything.

Okay, as you can see. I am one step closer to Vietnam already now. The countdown begins yo! Nine days to go :) There is still so many things to do before that! Anyway, the process of getting your passport done was exhausting. Lemme tell you what happened. I told my dad to fetch me to the Imigresen Centre at the Jalan Duta and truth to be told. The reason why I asked daddy to fetch me cause' it would be faster on bike right? Instead of asking mummy to drive and fetch me there. But, dad brought me to roam and to explore the whole Kuala Lumpur I guess? He brought me to Brickfields, then to Bangsar and then ALL THE WAY TO DAMANSARA! I was friggin on the bike for two hours? My back bone hurts so so bad and he was so shy to ask direction somemore! *Slaps my forehead* I nearly passed out and thankfully, after all that touring we found the Imigresen centre and I quickly ran inside. It only took an hour or so to get my passport done?! Freaking fast right? So here is another story D: Stay tuned!

So, what happened at the Imigresen Centre. While waiting for my passport to be done for an hour, dad and I went to the cafeteria. FREAKING FOOD HEAVEN DUH! There were so many food! I volunteered myself and told dad I'll get all the food where he could get us place to sit. So, while I was queuing to buy drinks, this guy who beside me has on ZE SAME FREAKING PERFUME AS THE ONE! The worst thing is that the stranger has the same height as THE ONE! Without thinking twice, I called out his name! When that stranger looked at me and I realized that I had the wrong person I blushed and looked away. Freaking embarrassing weyh :O I missed The One like really-really so bad :'( So, I took out my phone and texted him that incident. I knew, I wouldn't have any other better chance than that to talk to him. I told him and guess what he replied? YES! He freaking replied me! He took three hours to reply that text of mine anyhow, he replied me,

Aww, whyyyy miss me?

I nearly died duh after I read that text. Too bad, I didn't reply cause' I was asleep when he replied me. *sad* Anyhow, my bestie met him last night and told me that he is good as usual. That hardworking. That tired. Take care bao bei :') 

I am lost ; I am vain. I would never be the same. Without you. Without you.

Okay! If you were my friends on Facebook or my followers on Twitter, you would have realised that last night, my siblings and I went for a wedding dinner near our house. So, this neighbour of mine, her daughter is getting married. So, she actually invited everyone around the neighbourhood for a dinner at her place. It was a buffet style. I was so excited, cause' this would actually be the first time, three of us, Sureen, Kartik and I attending a function together. We never get the chance to attend something together. One of us would always be busy with something. I would usually be me and Sureen. Or me with Kartik. Or Kartik with Sureen. But never the three of us together. Mum gave her family an angpau already, so the three of us had to take the opportunity to go, else the angpau would just be a waste. I asked mummy why she never give us the money only and the three of us can go out MAKAN BESAR HOR? == 

So, le food. Even though being served in a Chinese family, believe me when I say the food in spicy! Like freaking spicy! 

I am pretty excited cause' Jason Mraz live in Malaysia on 19th June 2012!

Justin Bieber new album BELIEVE released on 19th June 2012!

And guess who is turning eighteen on 19th June 2012?!

Okay, Pixie Lott live in Malaysia on 26th May 2010! :D

By the way, for those who didn't know. That guy, that stand up comedian guy. 

Russell Peters? Yeah, his tickets sold out already. My girls wanted to get them so so badly know? :'(

THIS IS SO ME, LOVELIES. Xx.

AARON LEE ; BRO, IF YOU ARE READING THIS ;

I WANNA MARRY A GUY LIKE HIM :D

MAJOR TURN ON!

Back To December?

Dinner with the siblings and Guik Hua tonight. Go where? Taman Midah Pappa Rich? :) Oh, a shout out to Just Girly Things! All photos by them. You can see on Facebook, I keep sharing their photos cause' it is fucking cute, perfect and TRUE! :) 

*Girls emotions and feelings yo!*

So me! :'(

Mum got me A&W for lunch! YAY! Root beer float yo! You jealous? *drools*

There is no one perfect like Gaga ♥ 

Mother Monster ; 

I love You :) 

You and I yo! ♥

Without You ;

Usher feat. David Guetta :D

If you know me, you would know that this is my fave song ♥

PC Fair ; But why got handphones too? :O

Being deeply loved by someone gives you the strength ;

while loving someone deeply, gives you courage.

-Lao Tse-

Hello followers, we meet once again :D

First and foremost, let me first pinpoint out my ultimate question of ze day. Why are there selfish people in Malaysia who loves to throw rubbish at the bus stop? I mean yes! The bus station :O Do you know how it became an eyesore to look at every morning? Come on! Most of my family members and I uses the bus to work, school, shopping malls or tuition. I bet, so many more people out there who uses bus as their public transport. It is such a terrible sight to see okay? Not only that, the smell! Super gross okay? Don't believe me? I can take photos for you to see. So, people out there! Just stop. Please just stop doing so. Save the environment. Ironic, I wonder why people never post stuffs concerning the environments as their Facebook status or make it a trend on Twitter :'(

This is the book that had been keeping me occupied. I've only read this book until Chapter Five. So, if you ask my opinions. So far so good! :D 

The Vampire's Promise by Caroline B. Cooney :)

 3 Layered Ice Tea (Guik Hua's) and 

Blueberry Ice Tea (MINE) ♥

So, I had dry curry pan mee as well with le Blueberry Ice Tea for lunch. So sorry that I forgot to take a picture of ze food. Okay, so what Guik Hua and I did on Sunday was we took a bus from Maluri and from Maluri we exchanged another Rapid Bus to KLCC =D We got three tickets for ze movie Mirror Mirror @ seven at night in Hall Twelve, Row J, number ten, eleven and twelve. The tickets costs frigging expensive there duh :O I wonder how much the 3D tickets would cost there then :O

I rate the movie Mirror Mirror 8/10. The movie is by Julia Roberts and Lily Collins. Why I loves the movie was cause. There were no boring moments. Everyone in the cinema laughed all the way and the dwarfs were so so cute and awesome love story-line. I reckon this to all of you who is like myself loves Julia Roberts and comedy pieces like Adam Sandler :D Oh, anyhow! To those who freaking loves to check their phone in the cinema as to what time is it or to reply text messages, I recommend you to go kill yourself. I really hate having people's phone ringing in the cinema. Really such a mood spoiler. To those who thinks throwing popcorns in cinema is fun? Kill yourself. Serious. It is fucking disturbing okay. Attitudes problems duh! 

DO YOU FRIGGING PAID ATTENTION TO SILENT YOUR PHONES?

 I DON'T CARE IF IT FUCKING VIBRATES OR WHATSOEVER! YOU THINK THE CALL IS URGENT AND IT IS IMPORTANT FOR YOU TO ANSWER ;  

FUCKING GET OUT OF THE THEATER! 

This song is titled I Believe (In Love) from the movie Mirror Mirror. 

The song is so catchy and Bollywood inspired :) I LOIKE =D

So, ze PC Fair this year. I love the idea this year. Freaking huge than previous years and they are more organised! So a big round of applause to them all who worked hard and got it successfully done! So what did I got? 

I got the orange speakers for my laptops and the product is from Singapore. The new black Samsung Galaxy Note with a red leather cover, screen protector and a 8GB memory card for only RM 1899! Friggin cheap! :) Too bad, I forgot the Maybank credit card Visa points during ze fair! *ISH* I even forgot my Nandos vouchers. See how forgetful am I? Just cause' I was rushing for my movie. Anyhow, the Digi centre in KLCC? Has a very poor customer service. By the way, I bumped into Yvonne Tan, Thomas Teoh and Cassandra Yong during the fair! I learnt so so much 'bout credit cards today and on our way home? Had "THE TALK" with Guik Hua, I need dad's help! I'm moving into a condo soon =D

Okay, "THE ONE" I miss you. Really, I do. But how on mother nature Earth am I suppose to talk to ya? :S Anyhow, to Aaron Lee, be strong, I just read the news and he just lost his uncle. I don't know what happened nor the reason why. But, anyhow, I just wanna drop by and tell him that I'm sorry for the loss. Be strong and have faith. He is in much better place now. He's with better people,with God. I don't know how to calm you but all I can say is, cherished those moments with him and live your life. Learn and appreciate people around you okay? Take care. Weird, how much we would only start appreciating people after losing them.

MY NATIONAL SERVICE LETTER JUST ARRIVED! OHMYGAEEZ. But, I gotta like go to claim it from the Yulek post office tomorrow. LIKE WHO ON EARTH knows where is Yulek? I had to like end up asking directions from Kevin, Justin and Sarah. The worst of all is having the Google Map and there is no Yulek post office on that map? == OHMYYYY! Guess who texted me yesterday? Anyhow, listen to this song!

Titled : Fun! By We Are Young feat. Janelle Monáe :D

My friends are in the bathroom getting higher than the Empire State ♥

I love the line the most in the entire song ;)

*This is a special post for a friend of mine, Jaynie. Most of ze pictures used in this post in this blog is what she sent me last year during her Chinese New Year party. Wondering does she even remembered?*

You guys know, there is a photo of Matt with a fan girl. He was carrying her and she planted a kiss on his cheek. Lemme cry my eyeballs out okay? Bye :'(


-Spontaneous Me-
Lindsey Stirling ♥ 

Everybody's talking how I can't, I can't be your love :'(

Do you know who that girl is in that photo? It is someone I arise to each day and the person the mirror reflects. That girl in the photo is someone I look at every single day without fail in the bathroom mirror while I was brushing my teeth or directly after having my face washed. That girl in that photo changed. I don't know what happened. But, I changed. That picture was captured by my desk-mate, this girl who sad next to me the entire Form Five life in Convent Pineapple Hill. Kit May. That is her name. The photo was took after tuition in Petaling Street. So, here is a picture of myself and Kit May :) It was a Monday ; 14/03/2011 in Mr. Freddy's Chemistry class, in Kasturi ♥

Looking at old photos and realizing how happy I were back then makes me sad. No matter how busy I used to be then. I barely recognized the girl in that photo anymore. Really, I don't know what happened. True enough when people say that, the weather change, feelings fade, the plants wilt and withered, people die, people step into your life, they touch and go, people die and people changed :O That is what I feared the most. Do you remember how much people used to tell you that you gotta have dreams in life as dreams do come true? Well, they definitely did forgot to mention that NIGHTMARES are part of our dreams as well.

She's strong, she knows her worth, she never settles. She is me ♥ 

 It is sad if you love that guy and he can't love you back that way. So,in order to save yourself,you gotta like say goodbye :'( Beautiful. So, I went dinner with my family the other day and I missed our day together. I miss spending time with you. Honestly, in my opinion, it doesn't really matter we are spending our time out together or something. I think it is comforting to know that someone is there for you. Likewise, you feel secure that he is there no matter what happens. Like, even when Hell freezes over, you'll still know he is there :'( But in my case? It seems like hardly. True, in certain people's life, the impossible become the possible. Legit huh? But, in this life, in this birth, these all truly is impossible right now. Maybe I am just putting a full stop into all these. I know, giving up doesn't sound like Raveenaa. You might think that I would be like the last person in the list to give up. But, sometimes, when you are too strong and you stop showing your emotions, people starts thinking that you don't own emotions. People forget that you too, do have feelings. I sound so emotional, cause' truly, I am feeling down.

So what obviously ruined my day today? I woke up today at four in the evening? I know. The reason why I slept in was cause' I didn't know what to have for lunch and I didn't wanna wake up and crack my head to figure out what to eat. So, once I was awake, I went to grab dinner. Remember in the previous post? I told you that I didn't get the call-backs? So, Admin nudged me and told me that they wanted me to beg them. Not appeal yeah? Beg them for a call-back? I mean? Like what for? You know I wanted that so so bad. That is like my dream okay? You know, you guys had just like ruined it for me? I know, I'm not smart. I am fully aware of it and I'm sorry that I am not. It is just, now that you pushed me to the edge and made me not get that three years, fine! You make sure this. I promised to never seek any favours nor jobs from you in the future. No matter what happens. You think I never had my future planned out? Gosh, please. Bear in mind that in life, there is always a second choice. A second opt. A second way out okay?

Whatever Lola wants, Lola gets. 

Sometimes I feel we human do take others in life for granted. I do feel that sometimes but all I give is a bitter smile. He told me something today and I wonder among us all. Like among us all you have, do I remark anything in your life as much as you do in mine? A guider? An adviser? Ironic, I care what your point of view is. So, Guik Hua texted me and she told me she had Thai food for dinner and they have killer pallets! Hot and spicy! Photos captured on Black Canyon at Jaya Jusco. 

Here are the pictures ;

Followed by two food pictures that I had in Oldtown ze other day but I forgot to update them :O 

But I can't, just the thought of you; Turns my whole world misty blue ;
Ohhhhhhh, no I can't no I can't, I can't forget you ;
My whole world turns misty blue.

Ian made me listen to this and it is so sad :O Superman ; Five For Fighting by Boyce Avenue. Funny, I was chatting with him on Facebook and he went offline. Ian, now you know how observant am I? Hahaha. Anna oh anna :) So, I think I better get going. Nothing much else to say. I've been here for an hour. Take care dear readers. Thank you for being my loyal die hard fan :)  I gotta hit the sack as well. Going Chan Sow Lin tomorrow to collect my condo keys, then Viva Mall for Mirror Mirror and finally the KLCC for PC Fair. Or should I just go KLCC to watch the movie? :O Good day and good night. 05:11 a.m.

Picture of le day!

 Found this in her phone. 2007 photo. 

Times Square, Nippon Tei. The shop has went bankrupt. 

Damn, six years passed by already? 28/07/2007. 

Dequeen Yap's birthday. I remembered :)

Song For Viola ;
Peter Bradley Adams <3