Sunday, January 6, 2013

Are Those Jeans Too Tight Or Are You Just Happy To See Me?

Heads I Win ; Tails You Kiss Me 
Hello readers. Okay, here is one. HAPPY NEW YEAR DARLINGS! HAPPY 2013. What made my New Year was to celebrate them at Aaron's with Sarah :D 
Shake It Out or Shake It Off?
Been a while since I last blogged tho. Anyways, back for updated tho. Three days in school and I am halfway dead. Seriously. Mum is complaining how I spent sixteen hours in school and only eight hours at home where I do homework for two hours and then sleep for the remaining six. So, how are you? You know what made my day? Having someone coming up into my face and tell me that they adore me that my blog inspire them. Gosh, the ideal fact that I have blog readers keeps me happy :) So, yes dearest you. If you are ever reading this, let me know. Tell me and give me ideas as to how should I improve my blogging skills okay? Thank you lovelies :)
I Have A Black Belt In Being Awesome 
So, where do we go from here? Okay, school. School is pretty much fooked up these three days. The ideal fact that first day itself my best guy friend in school ended up in tears tore me apart so so badly and I hope he is okay tho. Really. It sucks to be seeing him this way now that it was actually my first time seeing him like that. You are going to be okay hun. Trust me. I sincerely hope he is okay after I tried talking him out of it. I know, I would probably be the worst adviser ever. Really. I am really terrible in it cause sometimes people makes me feel like to cry alongside them. It hurts cause I care for him so so much and when I saw him like that ; the only thing that I wanted to do is to hug him and make sure he is okay. Glad I took him out of school. Dragged him all the way out and only came home at night. Literally spent my entire day with him tho. 
These Broken Hands Of Mine 
Honestly, this week was pretty rough considering the fact that people who surrounds me are practically fooked up by just someone tho. How on mother Earth such perfect family being tarnished by just one individual like that? It sucks being helpless back then. Having no one to hold your back. Third day of school and one of my girl ended up crying like fook and I had to put a halt to all these. Time to rebel. Time to stand up for all these creatures. People aren't suppose to be treated like that you know. Seriously and it sucks to see it that way. Screw all that. Don't really wanna think about all those three in the morning right now. Ruins my mood everytime. Anyways, what I wanna tell you is that I went back school to help out for Prefects' Day board on Monday and it was such a beauty you know :') I nearly cried when we got it done. Listen, the thing is, I was pretty happy when we got it over with. So sorry I didn't get a picture of it. So, went lunch with these two lovelies and I had so much fun. We went to Tian Yian Cafe. Yes, the one in Taman Miharja again and I had so much fun. I really have something with that shop you know. Felt so connected to all the food there :) There's Chemistry you know 













Lunch costed us three only RM 50 only. Darn reasonable right? Unlike ones that I usually go. Gosh, they serve good food you know :) Anyways, remember that Connaught Avenue we kept talking of? Gosh, I'm darn proud that the condo's perfect. Freaking happy with it tho. Camwhore :D





Shine Bright Like A Diamond :) 
Honestly speaking ; here is one thing I hate :) When I get to attached with somebody rumors spread. It runs even faster when he starts getting emotional with me. It breeds even faster when we both hung out. It spreads like wildfires when we both go everywhere together. How do I put it into words? I mean, we clicked. We really did and I am really close to this one kid then everyone is taking it differently. I know I shouldn't even be acknowledging this issue cause I should just let it run wild and free, kept my ears and mouth shut. But what I want people to know is that I love each and everyone of you equally. There's no being bias or whatsoever. So, yes maybe I am a little more close to him compared to the rest. But maybe on the other hand, you hadn't realized that he seemed to be the only one who had been giving me attention I wanted. So, when people told me that girls from all girls school would never get a guy best friend ; I've proven everyone who said that WRONG :) I found him! I found you :) I was so glad we met each other. Thanks for always standing next to me whenever I needed you and thank you for always watching over my back. You guys have no idea how much we both can talk and I adore him to bits. He's so nice and amazing :) I must wash this photo one photo out we have of each other ; you know :) It is a must and hang it at my locker to surprise you :D 
Another month. Another year. Another smile. Another tear. Another winter and another summer too.
But there can never be another you.
Speaking of which, this was something I made for him. The one and only human who has this. Be proud cause you were the only one I made these for. You have the entire Paris standing in front of you right now and he has to pour out everything cause there's a note inside tho :D

My latest gadget :) My new bao bei :D
Christmas cards I got for teachers. I hope they love them tho :) From Sally and J ; Pavillion :D
Umm, from the top :
Snowman : Mrs. Koshy 
Teddy Bear : Puan Gan Swit Peng 
Blue Snowman : Puan Chong Moy Yoong
Blue X'mas Card with Jingle Bells : Mrs. Lim Hean Hwa.
Went Starbucks Bukit Bintang with a lovely :) Wanna guess who tho since he's working there? I even made him my Facebook profile picture :) He is none other than Willis Lai Keng Kwan :) 
I miss him and all the other J's 

Something I got for this kid for scoring seven Aces since he love CN Blue so so much. They were so expensive. I had to go all the way to get them in Times Square tho :) Hope he loved them :D Jung Yong-Hwa was it? :)
Done with all the holiday homework tho ;) One that I love the most would be my perfect History assignment :D Have a look at them. Even my subject teacher loved them :D 
YAY ME!

My New Year 2013 Resolutions :
1. Send a message in a bottle.
2. Prove everyone that has ever doubted me, wrong.
3. Be kissed and surprise unexpectedly.
4. Don't lose anyone around me. Prays for no fights nor argues. 
5. Remain strong when things fall apart.
6. Smile everyday. Better health for you and I :)
7. Get to see him merely every single time I want.
8. Get a small tatoo which meant a lot.
9. Don't sleep so much.
10. Start strumming the piano again.
11. Quit being sad.
12. Inspire more people.
13. Change someone's life for the better.
14. Travel the world.
15. Forget the stress and the drama of 2012.
16. Have a cute & long lasting relationship.
17. Finally let go of those people who've let go of you.
18. Make my parents proud of me.
19. Fall in love with someone who wouldn't hurt me and lastly ;
20. Fall madly in love and be loved back.
Would surprise you on 7th March bestie! :) Ian helped me to edit this photo you know :) Thanks to him! Oh, Aaron just told me might found dai sou for me already :) Hahaha! Kor, come MBS find mehhhh!
How does it feels when you look at the guy you love and tell you know it's time to walk away.

Sophia. Wave. Ease ♥
Somewhere down the road ; our life would cross again 
 -Barry Manilow :)
Happy 18th birthday Chow Jun Meng ;) 





We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together ; 
The Monster Goes RAWR! :)




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