Anxiety. Anxious. Fear. Scared. Excited. Worry. Anguish. Stress. Pain. Angst. Cold feet. Freaking out. Creep out. Panic. Fright. Phobia. Unease.
How come she feels all these for him? ♥
It's not his fault, really :') I love him with all my heart, you know I do, but you remember his family growing up. They were a mess. They had nothing. His entire childhood was spent looking over the fence, wanting a better life. So he scrimped and saved and worked four jobs at once and put himself through school and built a better life for himself. I've always loved that about him.
No one ever gave him anything. The problem is, now that he's got a good life, he can't turn it off. He's still looking over the fence, wanting something even better, a second house, more kids, a faster car, a bigger promotion, whatever it is that he thinks will finally make him happy.
No, I know, I should be grateful and I am. I guess all I'm saying is that he is so focused on what he doesn't have that he can't see what he does. And how long can you stay married to someone who is incapable of ever being happy?
No one ever gave him anything. The problem is, now that he's got a good life, he can't turn it off. He's still looking over the fence, wanting something even better, a second house, more kids, a faster car, a bigger promotion, whatever it is that he thinks will finally make him happy.
No, I know, I should be grateful and I am. I guess all I'm saying is that he is so focused on what he doesn't have that he can't see what he does. And how long can you stay married to someone who is incapable of ever being happy?
All I Want For Christmas Is New Year's Day ;
HURTS ♥
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