Thursday, November 15, 2012

Woke up on the right side of the bed


And I would give up forever to touch you :)

Ohana means family and family means no one gets left behind or forgotten :) 
He's an older brother. The older brother. The kor.  The one that backs you up and the one that listen to all your complaints and the one who is there to scream at all your wrongdoings. The one who get you to crawl on the right track again! The one who laughs at you and the one who grab you when you are about to fall off your high heels :) The one who calls you out and sits at the nearest mamak stall at Segi College and go high with him. The one who screams at people who are so blind at love. 
The one who advice you on love ;) 
The ONE who doesn't let you fall, he is Aaron Lee 
Get your crayon ; Get your crayon
Head shoulders knees and toes
*SWAG CHECK*SWAG CHECK*
You know what sucks? What sucks is that sitting here and have nothing in mind to blog about :'( I know, pretty devastating right? Geez, okay. How is my life going on now? First and foremost, I got to say thank you to each and everyone of you out there for taking up your precious time to listen to me rattle here. Okay, back to business. This is a shout-out to every human out there who cared and looked after me, I thank you all. There are no words to describe how you make me feel but to ensure I was okay. I thank you all. For the calls and texts you made. For the effort to find me and make sure I was not lonely. There are just no words to tell you how thankful I am in life ; cause' God gave me you.
There's something about you baby ;
And I swear it drives me crazy ;
I'm stuck on you baby ;
Stuck on Stupid. 
So, I guess this is where I tell you how did I celebrated Deepavali? Okay, I did nothing. Like, seriously nothing. I prayed for daddy. Cooked dinner with mum. That's all I ever did. Then, the real day comes. Diwali. All I remembered doing  was both my fave aunts came over and woke me up. Dragged me up to the new condominium in Connaught. We ended up putting it onto renovation. Like, finally? It is going to cost for about RM 15K. What surprised me on Diwali was that people actually texted me to wish me you know? Like, Pushan, Ken Vinn, Nadhra, happiest of all, even MRS. KOSHY texted me! Felt so touched :) She remembered! :) Then, we went for lunch at De' Western Rangers Cafe and that was it. Lunch pictures :) 
Bu jian bu shan. Member card yo!


Can I like own this please?
 Can I like have this, pretty please? 
It is pretty dumb when I think back of days before Diwali. Of how I promised people I'll be there for their open houses and ended up rotting at home. Honestly, I know they are just pissed with me. When I texted them and there was no reply, I know I was facing with bunch of angry birds. Truly, I don't blame any of you but myself for these. What changed my whole mind and I decided to stay with my family was when I woke up that Diwali morning, every single family member was at home. Like seriously. Everyone was just there. Staring at me. No one went out nor anything. So, at that point I figured, it is best if I stayed indoor with them too. I know it honestly killed my best friends most as they waited for me in Pandan Indah at one of my friend's place. I didn't even turn up for my Add Maths tuition teacher open house. Screw me. Infact, it was most certain that it was my first time dropping off an aeroplane? :( I know, I owe each and everyone of you an apology. But hey, think of it from my point of view too. It isn't fair to be going out, partying and having fun when the entire family is at home spending time accompanying dad. It just isn't fair for me to walk off like that. After all, family comes first right? Darn sorry lah, tomorrow meet you guys at at two p.m. accompany you guys shopping. Drink Starbucks with you. Pay back lah :) 
Okay, lovelies? 


Cause' I love Daniel Craig that much. 

SKYFALL. 007 #^_^


So, I went to watch Skyfall with mum :) Have never felt happier. Spent all the hard earned cash on her. Brought her to Roti Boy for dinner in Leisure Mall. Then bought nail polish again :) RED. PURPLE and YELLOW :D It is holidays, what you expect? The movie was for two hours and thirty minutes. Not bad tho. Enjoyed to the max with her :) Ratings : 8/10. You wouldn't believe who I bumped into there. Those lazy days when you just put on a yoga pants and a baggy tee and a freaking cute sellipar you wear at home and you bumped into people in school. Gosh >< Check this song out tho. Sang by Adele from the movie :D Titled : Skyfall ;) Amazing story line tho. Would really reckon people to go watch it tho my older brother hates it =='''


Feet don't fail me now :'( 
Vietnam ;)

Cause' the truth is you fucking lie to ME. 
No, you lied to US. You lied about US.
 You went against everything you told ME. 
You went against everything you've ever believed in. You went against US. Everything about US. 
The both of US. 

I'll never have the opportunity to call you MINE. 
You know what hurts? Is that every fucking time I find the courage to talk to you, you just shut me down.
 That didn't kill that much as to what you do next.
 You know what kills? When you tell me how much you adore her and how bad you want her. 

It sucks that level to be in my shoes. 
Plus, it pains me to see how we've been to what we've become. Every single fucking thing I've loved, I've lost them all. I've given them all up to you, fate. 

I wished I've the courage to let you go and see you be loved by her :'( This level of insanity just hurts. It hurts real bad. Too much. It cut me too deep.


Would be off to Penang from this Friday until next Tuesday after my check-up. 
*Prays everything goes on smoothly* 
See you in the next post then ;
 regarding Penang I suppose? 



“We are not now that strength which in old days
Moved earth and heaven; that which we are, we are;
One equal temper of heroic hearts,
Made weak by time and fate, but strong in will
To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.”

-Ulysses, Lord Alfred Tennyson-



Both Of  Us ; Taylor Swift feat. B.o.B
04:30 a.m. 


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