I'll wait.

I'm calm, like the water in the photo. 

I'll just pick up from where I left it. 

Last Thursday, the best girl friend, Wye Kei and I, conquered Fahrenheit. We met up sharp at twelve noon and had Japanese food for lunch. 

Some of you could have pretty much guessed it right at the usual place, Sushi Zanmai and we sat there and spoke for good two hours long. 
So happy that we both finally catch up after so long. 
Five months just flew by without us both realizing. 

After we settled our bills for lunch, we made our way to Mirrorcle and 
I got myself a new long-sleeved top for Chinese New Year.
Just wait for it, would you? 

We walked over to Brands Outlet for a round before that and then we walked over to Typo in Pavillion later because I needed to get on my creative foot again. It has been too long. Bought something home to be decorated. After that, we went around town to hunt for gifts and we were literally going around like mad freakos when I threw in the towel and told her to stop for a break. It was so hot in the afternoon and I was just too lazy to barely even move. We went to Chatime for tea and we brainstormed for ideas to be made gift. The thing was, have 
a look at these photos below. I'll explain them. 

The truth was I was going to see someone later that day to pass the coffee that I bought a month ago for him so I couldn't think of any better day other than that to meet him. So Wye Kei and I finally decided on either chocolates because we didn't wanna get him Starbucks cause I was already going to give him Pappa Rich instant coffee that I bought. So, we went to Times Square through Sungei Wang to get chocolates. We even went for a world tour just to find for an ATM machine. Ask us both how did we even managed it. So, we quickly bought the chocolates from Times Square and took a toilet break and before we bid goodbyes, I managed to stress Wye Kei and got myself a new pants from Times Square. We bid goodbyes at five  and I rushed off to meet him after that.

The fact that I went to see him was one insane idea. I walked in and have all eyes on me. I literally regretted the exact moment when I walked in to the centre. The voice in my head repetitively told my conscious self that I was only there for him. The fact that I told him I will be there just prove that I have to keep up to my promise right? Sighs. I walked in to pass things over to the counter lady and she refuses to take them from me only to tell me to go see him myself. I dragged myself upstairs half praying that no one would notice me. Secretly wishing I could have vanished from that place. I was just praying to be invincible at that moment. How dumb could I possibly be? The moment I knocked on the door I froze. I literally stood in front of door like a fool. Half wanting to just turn and ran away. To just text or to call him and say that I wasn't going to make it that day though. 

I have no idea what it was that made me stay. But it did. I knocked again and I walked in with bravery in my chest. I knew nothing was going to happen. What was the worst that could have possibly happen? Him throwing me out of the class? It is not like it has not happened before, right? So, I walked in with all the guts left inside out of me and there he was. With his tousled hair, in his perfect long sleeved blue shirt and his long pants that stuck on to his body that made him looked even more stunning than he already is. There he was, looking straight into my eyes and then he plastered on a smile towards me. I just stood and the only thing that managed to escape my mouth was merely a loud sigh of relieve. Thank God. He walked over smiling the entire time towards me. Smirking his way. Putting everyone on planet Earth on pause for a while.

I looked over at him and stopped him right where he was standing before he came any closer to me because I knew for a fact that I was about to talk to him for hours if he was to come any closer. Instead, I held up my palm like Iron Man and stopped him, passed over his gifts and he peeked inside them. He thanked me over and over for bringing them over and for troubling me for his needs. I just smiled half telling myself how silly of him that I would have done it even if he hasn't told me to. So, when I turned to leave the class, I looked at him and told him, that is your New Year's Gift, you know that? And he smiled and it was then when he walked over to hug me. I stood there, bewildered. Not knowing what to do. He held me even harder when I just stood there. I wasn't sure as to whether was I suppose to hug him back with people watching us? I supposed not.

So, I just stood like a pole. When we let go of one another, I just smiled to him and told him I was leaving as I had another birthday party event to attend that night. The best thing was the fact I was in my long jumpsuit that day. I left the room and he continued to walk in front to teach. As I was walking away, I halt in the midway and I turned around and ran back to his class, opened the door, half panting, looked at him, smiled and say, Happy New Year 2015, to him. He smiled and laughed at me for being so silly as New Year's was long passed. It was then when I finally looked at him and told him that, I wish nothing this year but for all your wishes to come true. Nothing more and nothing less than that. That your happiness, would be everlasting. He finally smiled at me. That genuine kind of smile telling me that he needed my help and that he would see me next week. That he would find me (: Close story for that day. 


Islamic Law results was released that night. 

I finally sat to watch Jayantabhai Ki Luv Story, starring Vivek Oberoi and Neha Sharma. About how a gangster fell in love with a young lady. This movie just marks how love is able to change somebody you know. It just shows how strong love is that it is able to change a gangster to change. No? Does it happens only in movies? Guess so. As I was sitting through the movie, I think it was towards the middle part when I realized I have actually watched the movie before in the theaters. Just shows how much my memories fail me when I needed them most. It was a movie during Valentine's Day from two years back. So,do watch it if you've got time. 
Love Girl is more dangerous than a Bhai Girl you know :) 
Here is a favourite song of mine from the movie. 

This whole movie has only three songs. So I would highly reckon this movie cause I am not someone who loves watching Hindi movies with lots and lots of songs either. It bores me, so do check this movie out. 
Ratings by me 7/10 for this movie though :)

These days, I have been spending my time a lot with the television series, chasing and updating myself back with Running Man. Not forgetting, been doing so much shopping. I wanted to get myself new tops for the Chinese New Year's. But I ended up buying new five pairs of shoes home. Just shows how miserable I am. Besides that, I finally got myself a new peach colored jeans shorts. Been spending money like 
water these days, I don't even know is it healthy? 

You know you have good playlist in your music taste when 
you hear your mum humming to the songs that you listen to.

-One hour and thirty minutes-

This mad heart goes towards YOU.

Manchala man chalaa, teri ore,

Manchala mann chalaa, teri ore.

Khamoshiyon ki. Sooraton mein, 

Dhoondhe tera shor.

Translation :

This mad heart, goes towards you.
This mad mad heart, goes towards you.

At this point of silence,

It looks for all of your noises. 

Hello dear blog readers.

 

How are you lovelies? I am back for my second post of the year. If you have been following me up, on both my social networks, Facebook and Twitter, you would have realized that I have been keeping myself pretty occupied with movies, Hindi movies in specific. One fact that I have been watching them like mad. From Humpty Sharma Ki Duhalnia, to Student Of The Year, to Hasee Toh Phasee. And this is the one movie, 

I would talk about today though. 

 

Hasee Toh Phasee was released a year ago and I finally sat down to watch it last Friday morning. Ratings for the movie from me would be of 8/10. "Hasee Toh Phasee" in simpler words means, "when she smiles, it means she is snared". There was one scene in the movie that got me crying like a baby. I really reckon all of you, like each and everyone of you to go watch the movie. The most heart warming part was when this main heroine actually ran away from home to Goa after stealing all the money for her sister's wedding dowry just to support her Physics project. Because of this, her Pappa actually suffered heart attack and was admitted to the Intensive Care Unit ( I.C.U ) that night before her sister's wedding. The thing was, after seven years, she returned back home to say sorry to her Pappa, everyone else was just screaming and yelling at her. Everyone was basically throwing tantrums off at her asking why did she even bother returning after so long. That was when her eldest uncle actually stepped into the living room to give her a tight slap. Hot tears were running down her cheek when her Pappa told her uncle to hit her again. But before that, her father screamed at everyone to ask everyone to shut up and to calm down. He told everyone off that it was true that she ran off with the money but there was never a day where he don't think of her. Of how she is living on the streets or whether how is she doing fine? Her father was basically standing up for her despite all these years. The father said something that made me cry so hard. It was then when he looked at everyone in the living hall and said, so what if she steals the money? Those money were bound to be hers anyways one day. She stole them from her own father. So what? He was literally screaming at everyone just for this youngest daughter of his, the main heroine. That was when, I started crying. When he said, so what is wrong if this daughter of mine is so similar to me? Isn't it okay to be different? It is really a short story and a really simple one. So I was basically crying all alone. Do watch it everyone! Make sure you do.

So, after finishing the movie that morning, I did laundry and I went to start packing my things. I ran in to take a quick shower and as I was reading up on Singapore to plan for an upcoming trip with my sisters, the clock showed 13:30 hours in the afternoon. The next thing I knew was, a silver Myvi was driving up my driveway. It was then when I knew my old high school buddy, Ashu is here to pick me up for lunch and to crash her place for a night. We both went for lunch after that in Pat Kin Pat Sun. We spoke and we caught up all that we have missed over this years. Funny isn't it? How fast time flies? It has been two years since the both of us sat, met and spoke. And it amazes me at how the both of us are always able to sit and talk and we would be able to update each other about our lives in these past two years. What we have been missing out of each other. I shall keep all those conversations to myself, I suppose? :D I paid for lunch that day since we were in my area and we left to do shopping in Mid Valley. We managed to entered, PDI, Jusco, Mango, Forever 21, Cotton On, Nichii and Topshop for the day. I shall let the pictures to the talking for me, no? Here you go ;

Before we realized it, the time has already showed five in the evening and we rushed off to KL Festival City Mall to do more shopping for the day. 

I managed to get a pair of jumpsuit from Cotton On here though. We took more photos there. Here they are. Gosh, I really look exhausted these days. 

Forgive me for my eyebags though. 

We went back to her place once her dad called as the clock was showing seven at night. We rushed over, showered, prayed and we left for dinner. It had always been amazing meeting her father. He has always give me a father's figure to look up to. It really touches my heart that he always welcomes me over anytime and anywhere though. I miss that guy :') We left shortly after to pick her sister up from college and we went for dinner. I had fried kuey teow at a mamak shop that night. When we got home, I was so exhausted that I watched television for a while and begged her to let me sleep at eleven that night. 

We woke up the next day at seven in the morning and fetched her sister to college for exams. Insane isn't it? Exams on a Saturday. We were just talking our way through towards Multimedia Science University ( M.S.U ) and we were just really blabbering away in the car. We came back to catch a really good movie on Diva Universal. After that, we showered and went for a really good breakfast. Here are pictures of them a typical Malaysian breakfast for myself, 

Nasi Lemak with teh tarik in the morning. 

 

The three of us, Ashu, her dad and myself then drove to pick her sister up after exams and we headed to Sky for lunch. I had the best tom yam pan mee ever. Seriously. Look at this!

The noodles were so hot that I couldn't take it. Hot as in the heat hot. Not the spicy hot. I had to literally ask for it to take away and go back to her house to eat because the three of them had finished eating whereby I was still chewing on my third bite. So we went back her house when everyone took naps. Ashu went to do her laundry and she was busy taking selfies but I couldn't be bothered because I was really hungry. Want a prove? Have a look at this. 

I was just busy eating whereby she was 

just posing for photographs though.

Shortly after that, I asked her to send me home in the evening because I had to do laundry for the day and to cook dinner that night. Dear Ashu, sincerely from the bottom of my heart thank you so much for the sleepover. This was the first after our so many years of friendship in CBN, and there are many more to come. Don't worry, I have already took up the job to be your bridesmaids, so get married quickly okay? 

Came home to catch up things with mum and got myself storage boxes like finally. Went out with mum to get them at last. Came back with dinner for everyone. Was supposed to go night market when the rain started pouring heavily. So, we decided to skip the plan and just to stay home. I did some packing finally of my old stuffs and went to shower then sleep later after that. Woke up just to work this morning and I just sat away for food during lunch and movies the whole day. The Runaways. Osthe. Running Man. Finally made up my mind to blog so here I am. I got to go off for food again right now. I don't know whether these days, if I am eating because I am hungry or of because I am bored or just simply because I am sad? 

To be honest, there are just so much going on right now. Things are going on simultaneously that I really don't know what to do because I can feel them. I no longer get excited during shopping hours. I no longer feel happy when I see things that used to make me happy. I don't know what is going on with me. I honestly don't know what is wrong at all. I'll probably write them up soon, I guess? Or maybe I should have just put it pass me, like I always do. But I know, this time round, I might have damaged things. Because, just maybe, I am no longer the one he comes to when he needs someone to talk to. That I am no longer the one he comes for advice anymore. I know, 

I have been replaced in his heart. That, I know.

That is all for now, see you next time. Until then, take care. Roomate sent me this last night so yeah. 

Thought Of The Day :

If Lord Krishna has always loved Lordess Radha, then why did He needed Lordess Gopi in his life, then? 

Love, Raveenaa.

As always xoxo.