Vele.

 I went to bed that night when my mum's alarm rang

 to work and the clock showed six in the morning.  

I was awaken a few hours later by my favourite aunt's call, to rush her immediately to the nearest clinic, because she felt like fainting that morning. She rang me up for help, and I dashed up on the spot.

Not having enough sleep, I ran into shower and got myself ready and went out the door, like a Super Girl to save my aunt. Managed to rush out to her on time and made sure she was breathing properly before I even spoke to her. That moment when she looked at me, there was this look in her eyes of how relief she was, that I was finally there. That, I was there for her.

Not having enough sleep, 

I drove her over to the doctors. 

Not having enough sleep, I drove home

 to prepare lunch for the boys at home.

Not having enough sleep, I sat down 

to watch a video from Main Tera Hero. 

Not having enough sleep, I sat and I waited patiently for aunt for almost two hours thirty minutes long, with the doctors. Thankfully, all the doctor has to say is that she is too stressed up at work and the fact is there being she is exhausted from work. 

   All she needed was rest.   

Not having enough sleep, I drove her back with caution, fearing if anything ever happens to her at all, I'll die.

Not having enough sleep, I slipped away to upstairs, walk into my room and ran downstairs to finally surprise her with the mini gift I got her for her birthday. It was her 43rd birthday. So Happy 43rd Birthday, favourite "chitti" , beloved "xiao yi" on planet Earth. 

Do know that you are the one and only favourite aunt that I have. Well, besides Aunt Amelia obviously. But the bottom line is that, don't be angry anymore with me la okay? It freaks me whenever you give me the silent treatment cause' it sucks not being able to talk to you. Do know that you are always the apple to my eye and that you are the best and no one ever, can take 

that away from you. Happy Birthday, Aunt Guik Hua.

It was then when my older brother forced me to 

sit through the Baymax movie and I refused.

 

It was then when my older brother switched to one of my favourite online series, Agent Carter and

 I still refused.

It was then, when my younger brother switched the channel to Law and Order : Season 11 

on Diva Universal, yet, I still refused.

Not having enough sleep, I quietly sneaked upstairs and all that I prayed was for an hour of sleep. 

Before the movie date and the dinner with 

the high school prefect gang.

I laid in bed that afternoon and all that I did was I spoke to him. I really wanted to bid goodbye and was really tempted to have that one hour sleep, but then, afternoons were the only time that we both truly talk. Things would have sucked if I said I wanted to sleep it off a little while, knowing we don't talk at night. I pulled myself together and spoke all the way with him. Day by day, conversations have been making me feel even more distanced with him, you know? How do we both even fix things. Sighs, would opening up 

to each other help at times like these? 

Before I knew it, the clock showed 16:30p.m. and 

I rushed off to shower and got myself ready. I threw 

on a grey H&M dress topped it with a colourful owl necklace alongside a white belt and finished it off, 

with my peach VKI flats. 

All I remembered from that evening was that I kept on running upstairs to exchange the necklace that drapped down from my collarbone down my chestbone. I finally settled for the owl necklace. Thank the saving grace who I kept on freaking out which necklace to match my dress that evening.

Before I knew it, I was combing my hair when Sanjay called to tell me that he is on his way already. I picked my pace to get ready. It was then when 

I rushed downstairs to chill.

I realized that I forgotted about my jacket and when I came down the stairs, guess who was in my doorway already? Sanjay is here and he even called twice before coming down the car. There he was, the Captain year 2012/2013, and he still has got that strut and swag, that he carries with him despite after 

us graduating for almost two years already.

We both climbed into his car and we made our way over to meet Shi Ern and Bailey, who at that moment, was already there and they were playing pool without us?! Can you believe? We spoke our way there 

and we managed to find our way there. 

It was so hilarious in the parking lot when Sanjay literally demonstrated to me how auto car works. Like gosh how embarrased can I be. We parked our car next to Shi Ern's BMW and we quickly exited and 

went off to the theaters to meet the two boys.

We tried going over to the seventh floor to find for them, but, eventually, Sanjay and I gave up and went back to the cinema floor. We were greeted shortly by both Shi Ern and Bailey and as Bailey was walking to give me a hug, I saw a familiar figure walking down the staircase and this girl who I have knew so well from behind. This girl's frame who is so close to my heart. 

It was then when I took the guts to shout out loud her Chinese name instead of her English name. Cause not many people know her Chinese name and there she was, she turned and came over to give me a bear hug.

My best girl friend. So blessed to finally met her lovely like face to face for the first time as well. She was exiting the cinema after a movie with her dearie, just when I was about to walk in the cinema. So, the four of us, Sanjay, Bailey, Shi Ern and myself made our ways to the cinema hall and we sat for 1.5 hour for a movie titled, The Wedding Ringer starring Kevin Hart.

 

The movie was freaking hilarious and it was so good that I literally enjoyed myself. The four of us were just laughing the way throughout the movie. I would rate this movie 8/10 for this one. So, you can watch the trailer of the movie below but just a summary of the movie. It is about this guy who doesn't have any friends and he needed a best man for his wedding 
and he hired Kevin Hart to be his bestman! (: 

Here you go ;   

After the movie, the four of us made our way 

from Cheras Sentral and we all went over to Sweeds 

in Taman Billion for dinner and here are pictures 

of what the four of us had for dinner.

Sizzling Black Pepper Chicken Chop 

Black Pepper Chicken Chop 

 

Black Pepper Chicken Chop 

 Black Pepper Chicken Chop 

Mushroom Chicken Chop 

 

Mushroom Chicken Chop 

 We did more talkings and more catching up. 
The whole night slipped away with us four talking and reminiscing good old times in school starting from myself, Bailey, Shi Ern and Sanjay. 

Before we know it, the clock showed ten at night. We called for bills and we took more photos that night before deciding to just call it a night already, considering these lovelies still have to fetch us home. 

Here is a picture of us four, six months ago, 

in Cowboys, Sri Petaling having Western Food.

Here is a picture of us four, today, in Sweeds, 

Taman Billion, having Western Food.

Next location, proposed to be in Brickfields, 

having Indian Food. 

I have always loved short mini catch up sessions like these. It makes me miss school and the prefectorial board and the boys even more. It is sessions like 

these that are still needed 60 years down the road.

Dear Sanjay, do take care of yourself okay. You need to be alright because you can do this. Study hard okay. We are going to pull through law school together. Anything do know that I am just a whatsapp 

and a call away. Ring this Head Girl 

up if you ever need anything, okay?

Dear Bailey, thank you so much for caring so much about my mum. Thank you for even asking. It meant a lot. Sincerely, do me a favour, send my best regards to your mum from my mother and I too. I miss you talking to you, a lot. Really. A good yumcha session always consist us talking back about school days 

about how early we both usually are in school.

Dear Shi Ern, thank you so much for even asking how is life treating me. Thank you for giving me advice especially on *coughs coughs * I would keep your advice. To learn and repent from it. You take care okay. Fight to A2 with all that you can seriously! 

You can do this.

The three of you, study hard okay. You three can pull through this A-Levels crap. Cannot wait to see you all start your Degree this year itself. Take good care of yourself. See you beautiful souls once my semester begins in University of Malaya. Wait for my souvenir.

Came back home to only be even more frustrated. 

You were the first person I would want to speak to, but it is alright now. Lets not ruin the happy day with negative thoughts like these. If there was one thing that people say is right, it is that, one day, it is these insecurities that would kill me. That these insecurities would get the best out of me and I would drown myself in this sea, that I created myself.

Been talking to people lately and it still do makes me feel empty. It makes me feel as if I am not worth the fight. It makes me feel as if I am not worth their time at all. It makes me feel, for once, it makes me feel, as if 

I don't matter, to anyone at all.

The Internet, who keeps on crashing on me. 

The computer screen which keeps blacking out on me? How worse can this day be, like seriously? 

That is all my rantings for now.

 Great day.

Blogged to the songs starring Varun Dhawan. 

He is like a mixture of Salman Khan and Shahid Kapoor. Don't you think so? My two favourite Hindi actors and now my newborn bias. Here is my new idol, Varun Dhawan.

 

Quick new tip about me : I have own most accessories that I need and I want in life and that I wear a lot of them. Except the fact that I have never owned a ring before. I have never even wear one before let alone own one simply because I think it is only sweet that the first ring that you put on you, is, on your left hand's ring finger by THE ONE. Does it make sense? No? Read again till' it makes sense. If it still doesn't, then
 it is probably one of the theory by Raveenaa.

Great day lovelies and oh before I forgot! 

I have been wondering who would be 

my Valentine's this year.

Happy Belated Thaipusam though fellow Malaysian!

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