If loving you was WRONG, then I never wanna be RIGHT.

Hello freaks. 

Missed me much? Been exactly two weeks since we last met. Now, here I am to rant about something once again :) 

You got a girl, that doesn't look a thing like me. 

The girl your mother always said she would be, your wife someday. The truth was that she killed herself to spare herself some pain. She didn't want to see you getting worried for her anymore and she no longer want you to go through this pain with her. All she ever wanted was for you to be happy. All she ever wanted was to see you HAPPY. 

So, here I am once again to talk about how well I spent last weekend. So, from the picture above is my two lovely huns from Pudu Girls School (PESS) :] 

From left : Raveenaa , Chui Ye and Suebe ;) 

Okay, you might be thinking, why did I even bother to attend this IU day when I could have attended tuition and truth to be told, I had exam on that day in school and I skipped it for this one guy who impacted my life so so much :) 

I am just really happy to meet him in life. One phone call and he would be there for you. The thing that touched me most on that day was , when I walked into SBU and seeing all unknown faces until I saw him and relieve flushed all over me. We exchange smiles ; hugs then he drag me to a corner and asked if I was alright and sort. I mean, who does that? :'] I swear meeting you would be the best thing that ever happened in my life. Four years of friendship and still counting kor :) I can't wait to meet dai sou, like seriously. I am really eager to meet her thou. Like I wanna tell her I've heard lotsa amazing things about her and I wonder like would she like me? Like would we be best friends thou? Gosh. 

The whole point of being in SBU was to see this second family, second home of mine perform. EXODUS. I literally had a sore-throat the next day for screaming too much. This picture above was captured and edited by me, myself and I. It hit the most number of likes on Facebook. I literally have 108 likes on just this photo. Trust me, it made my day. No, it made the album happened. Cause' I know, I am not a great photographer like others do and I don't carry a DSLR around like people does. But ; I've always been into photography. I've always love photographs cause' they make things happen and people might change however they wish, but the photos that I keep, they are the memories I cherished.

Having a second family that would be the best damn thing that ever happened to me. Thank you for this ohana. Glad that I meet each and everyone of you, Exodus. This is a family shot tho there were lotsa strangers in it thou :] Thou, I know I am like sad all the time, but when you are around them. your heart feels so much warmer. I GOT TO SAY THIS BUT THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING KOR :) For staying through ups and downs. For seeing me and dragging me to the side and made sure I was okay. Thank you so so much :'] I can't wait to see you around and I just wanna tell you that I adore you so so much and I am so proud of you. Thanks for this family. Thanks for every single thing bro. I swear you're freaking amazing :'] There are no words to paint a picture of you bro. Thanks :'] To the rest of the crew, thanks for the day. You have no idea how amazing you are and I just wanna say thanks for every single dope ass moment in life :'] I heart you guys.

You're stupid. You're weird. You're a failure. But, that's okay. Cause I am so much worst than that :'] We laugh at the most random things and you are the only one who know my ugliest side. Even though, we disagree like most of the time, no. We disagree like all the time and we fight all night long. When I'm sad ; you were ALWAYS ALWAYS there. You never fail to be there for me and to make sure that I am okay. To make sure this girl is okay :']

And I just wanna tell you that, I freaking love you for all these :) Thanks for being there for me and I love you, bestie. You're the best :)

SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO WYE KEI AND BENJAMIN HO :) 

FOR THE COUNTLESS HOURS SPENT TO LISTEN TO ME WHINE. LIKE SERIOUSLY. FOR NEVER LEAVING MY SIDE. How would I ever survive school without you two? For always being there and never leaving my side. For bearing with all my god darn lame jokes. For listening to me curse :'] Gosh, tell me why are the both of you this amazing again?
 I love you both, to bits bestie :)

So, met up with these three last Tuesday and had a long chat whilst lunch. Aren't you something' to admire? Cause' your shine is something' like a mirror ♥

Family that make you feel like you belong to them :) Brilliant lunch time today! :) First time in Diners and it was amazing! :] 

Cheers to everyone out there who is going through a tough times and difficulties in life that never seems to end, hang in there. You're gonna pull through. You're gonna be strong and when everything is done, you're gonna hold your head up high and you're gonna walk the walk cause you're amazing, 

Just The Way You Are :] 

HOPE : Hold On, Pain Ends :) 

Carbonara in Diners :) M-I-N-E <3 

Adrian and Merissa didn't end up together ;

and all I ever wanted was

JUST TO ESCAPE. 

You > everything else in life.

I thought I found you till' I've messed things up once again. I think what kills the most is seeing you being okay through all of these. How could somebody who meant so much to you at one point of your life, be somebody that I used to know? Truthfully, I know I should be okay through it all and I know I would survive through all these. I should thank you. Cause you taught me to be strong. Your hugs never fail to make me feel okay. I know, I should be grateful and I should let you go. It sucks to be seeing someone who I used to share everything with and yeah, feelings fades and I guess friendship too. The weather changed and gulps, I guess umm, you too, changed. I am no longer that special friend you have. Yeah, the ugly truth is that I no longer mean anything to you and I know I've got to learn to accept this fact. And we both know that I'm not that strong :) 

I miss you but I admit, I am good for something.

 I just knew it. I just haven't found it YET.

Next post would be on CBD from yesterday. 

That is about it for now, good night. 

Carpe diem. 

"At the most unusual of times, take the most unusual of actions."

-REA7ER-

Just A Kiss ;

Lady Antebellum.