I'm in this desperate moment, needing a picture perfect photo and memories with you :'(

Matt de la Garza, my love, alongside his fave teddy, Pie :)  

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you ; Across the water across the deep blue ocean ;

Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying ♥

Hi, remember how excited I got in my previous post? Well, it was all ruined by now. Hello once again. It is the fourteenth of March and it is a Wednesday. At ten o' clock and twenty four minutes in the morning and here I am already, blogging. I got to let out my feelings and inner emotion somewhere right? So, liked I said, it is a Wednesday, meaning tomorrow would be a Thursday and yesterday was a? Tuesday! It also meant that there are seven bloody days to go. A week left for results :'(

 *TEARDROPS ON THE COMPUTER KEYBOARD* 

Just shoot for the stars; If it feels right ;
And aim for my heart ; If you feel like ;
And take me away and make it OK ;
I swear I'll behave ♥
I was awake for a total of twenty nine hours yesterday and I slept for thirteen hours from last night and woke up today with the worst headache I could have possibly asked for. I swear I was so so heartbroken yesterday. Okay, what happened yesterday? The story unfold and began with me getting a text from my bestie Sarah. Her day, morning itself was ruined cause' she failed her driving test. For the first time it was at the three pointer and now the second time, it was at the hill. I felt so bad for her. I wished I was there for her or something. It was one o' clock when I decided to shower and I took the bus to tuition with an intention to meet Mr. Kung at 15:00p.m. 

With brother's new earphone ;)

Everybody look to their left ; Everybody look to their right
Can you feel that? Yeah
We'll pay them with love tonight ♥
I got a text from him saying he would be late for half an hour cause' he just finished mopping the floor at home. It seems his wife went for a course and he helped cleaned the house cause' it was so dirty. I reached Pudu quite early and decided to chat up with all the clerks there. Oh, damn how much I missed them. They were all so surprise to meet me. Even the teachers there. Mr. Donald, Mr. Matthew. Mr. Azman and Mr. Razazu. Alex, a guy best friend of mine, a neighbour of mine to be exact. Alex grabbed me and told me he saw Mr. Anwar's car at the parking lot behind our tuition centre.

I'll bet she's beautiful ; That girl he talks about ;And she's got everything ; That I have to live without :'(I was so excited when I heard that Mr. Anwar might actually be in Pudu. I texted him straight asking him whether is he truly in Pudu and whether would he want to meet me and Mr. Kung up for a drink. He replied me saying he is in at Ameline's shop, that lady from the photostat shop. But too bad, he said he has got class so he can't accompany us for a drink. I quickly grabbed Alex and made him to walk with me over, across the parking lot to meet him. Once we were in front of the photostat shop, I was having second guess like whether should I go in not. Finally, Alex spotted him and we both went inside. I missed Ameline. I used to call her my god-mother and we chatted happily away. I was even more keen and excited when I got to meet my cute Physics teacher. He was just sitting there while waiting for his teaching materials to be done. We talked a little but we were too loud. Like, Mr. Anwar was saying how easy his teachings are these days, especially during the electric chapters cause' he practically teaches using the iPad now. I was complaining to him cause' Mr. Anwar actually got Alex to type out his notes and not me :'( I mean, why Alex and not me? He went on babbling about I have been typing History and Biology notes already. My Physics teacher is so so hardworking. He is changing all his notes now. So, good luck teacher :')

Sigh :'( If only my love story is that simple. *I HATE LOVE STORIES*

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone ; I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run ;
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes :')

It was then and there where Ameline's husband walked out his office and screamed at the top of his lungs at us. Whoosh! I was so shocked. He scolded us for being at the restricted areas and my eyes swayed over to where Alex is and Mr. Anwar just kept quiet. Mr. Anwar just smiled to me and I bid goodbyes with him and Ameline. Ameline even said she is sorry and I brushed her off and told her that it wasn't her mistake. Quickly, I dragged Alex out the shop. God, why you ruined my perfect day? Fine, Alex and I walked back the parking lot and I was whining the whole way back. He was calming me down saying that man is just so stressed up and it was his duty. it kinda sucked cause' as far as I am concerned. I am eighteen today, and I have lived my eighteen years life never using that tone n anyone and how could that man even have the heart to do it to me :'( I barely even knew him. We're practically strangers. Shuts. He ruined my time with Mr. Anwar okay :'( I walked back to Suzie and complained all the way too her. I even helped all the clerks out with work yesterday :) Hardworking me :)

She comes and goes and comes and goes ; Like no one can
She comes and goes and no one knows
She's slipping through my hands ♥
I just finished helping Suzie with all the works when Mr. Kung texted me saying he can't make it to meet me and we gotta meet another day. It hurt so bad that my day was like that and he even rubbed salt to the wound. I mean, I hated when people ditched me even if I am at home and you planned an outing and you didn't even turned up. At least, I haven't left the house yet. But this? I even showered for you and got to the place on time. I was so frustrated and kept myself quiet. I didn't even know how and what to reply him for real. I mean, I travelled all the way from my crib for you and you said your boss called and you couldn't make it. I know, it isn't a very big deal but at least meet me for five minutes right? It would do too. Sucks. I took a very quick photo with Suzie and I went downstairs with Alex to get myself a cold herbal drink to chill out myself. We both went for Form 4 Biology class with Mr. Donald and he brought us for dinner and sent us both Alex and I home at 19:30 p.m. Oh, at dinner, we met an ex-student of Donald's, his name was Adrian right? Yes, Adrian. 

Picture of the day of Suzie and I ♥

You make me smile like the sun

Fall outta bed 

Sing like a bird

Dizzy in my head 

Spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night 

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold 

Buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Oh, you make me smile ♥

So among all the clerks I met yesterday, Lynda seemed to be the happiest one as her wedding is in three weeks time!

I woke up and saw this on my desk. Older brother left it for me. Now, Raveenaa is the time to take your future into serious hands! Focus!

Kartik was playing this the whole day when I was awake. This is just so cute. Remember the first movie cartoon I watched in 3D? Despicable Me? This is PART 2!

I love the third minion so so much! He is so cute with the party horn blowers and with just an eyeball :) I find things with one eyed cute :) Very cute indeed! WATCH IT! 

"FUCK" is the only word which can be used to express many feelings ;
Revenge: Fuck you!
Failure: I'm fucked :'(
Anxiety: What the fuck is happening?
Anger: Get the fuck out of here!
Curious: How the fuck did you do that?
Love: She is fucking beautiful!
Lust: Ah fuck me baby :)
Pride: I am a fucking genius!
Victory: I won that fucking competition!
Sad: Why the fuck does this happen to me?
Confused: What the fuck?
By this time you will be thinking this is one fucking great status ;)

♂ + ♂ = ♥ ♀ + ♀ = ♥ ♂ + ♀ = ♥ 
Love knows no limits. 



I would never forget that time when we walked into the restaurant and you turned around to ask me whether do I know that you used to smoke and now that you have quit :') I knew that story. You told me. It had been three years. Three wonderful great years with you. I know, life has its its ups and downs, but as long as we're together I don't believe we couldn't go through this hot and cold. Stay with me cause' I need you because I love you ♥


Walking past someone who used to mean the world to you.. S-U-C-K-S :'(

It is a month after Valentine's already? So fast?

- Blogged for two hours, 12:24 p.m :'(   

 - Work now. Then lunch!