The Colour Pink is Unconditional Love and Nurturing.

We loved with a love that was more than love.

The number one reason that humans like 

photographs is for the memories they evoke.

 That said, it is also much more complex 

than that because of the nature of our 

emotional relationships with the 

subjects of  our photographs.

In simple words, Raveenaa says,

I love photographs because people 

don't change in them :)

So spent the public holiday going shopping for shoes with mum. I am that capable for spending just 300 bucks like water into the drain just for two pair of new shoes for the New Years itself. Finally bought myself my first pair of Alain Delon Woman's 

leather boots and a pair of pink flats. 

Mum wanted me to get this another pair of  black flats because she thinks it is nicer and prettier than the pink I bought in the end but then I was thinking like I own this two pair of red and black flats at home so why buy another pair of black flats some more, right? In the end I saw another Malay lady getting 

the black one that mummy chose for her. Heh. 

Now the point of this post was that nothing to do with these shoes but to mention that I saw you. Yeah today there. And I knew you saw me too. But I knew very well that our family would never give us both the green light to be together so why would we even bother wasting our time on each other? Right?

 I knew you had your eyes fixed on me. But with all these family feuds around us, what can the both of us do? I really wanted to run to you and hug you so tightly and just shut off the world a while but I could not. I knew that look in your eyes as well and I loathe the way you think that my older brother is mine. What am I to do when you are born younger than me? 

What am I to do when I knew you would get bored of me so easily if I had not been this mysterious to you. I really do wanna let my hair down and let you know me but once again, who am I? I saw her standing there with you. I seem not to have that choice but to walk away do I? I am saying all these I cannot 

turn back time can I? I walked off you didn't I? 

I had a choice but all I did was to wave a sad smile to you. I smiled but I saw the way she looked at you. That look of love she had for you, I cannot take that away from her no matter whatever you feel for me. I just cannot be so selfish to snatch you away. So seem like the only choice left for me was to

 be a heartbreaker and I am sorry. 

I am tremendously sorry for today. I knew you would never forgive me for everything I have done but I would really much rather it be this way. Let me be the bad guy. It is okay. Once, a junior once told me that the day I finally have my first boyfriend ; do let them know because they would wanna marry him as he would DEFINITELY be perfect. Adding to that, it was mentioned that I attract amazing people. 

The question is would I? Dear Mr. Right I have no idea when you would show but I know you are taking up so much time to find your way to me cause we wouldn't part ways anymore after that. But I know that the Big Man up there would put you through tough times to find and crawl your way to me. Sometimes I do wonder if I have met the one guy I am about to marry thou. But then if I do, am I ready and willing to give up all these freedom already? Am I ready to let go this single life? I fear I would never settle down for one person. I am scared for not being able to commit. I have no idea how to love nor being loved back. 

Scratch that, all I know is I am happy right now being single and had always been. Sincerely from the bottom of my heart, I don't think I'll ever find someone who would change my last name or my status. Considering my life style and the way I spend my cash? The way I love this part about me most. The idea that you have to keep up with all my stories, my dramas, my everything? To share my whole family. To finally accept my past? To receive me and to make me a better person. Would you? I doubt I would ever find you honestly. If I ever did found you, please remind me to let you read this thou. If I never 

did then good for everyone, I guess? Heh.

Ended up spending my day watching another Hindi movie, Chennai Express starring Shah Rukh Khan and Deepika Padukone. Not really a big fan of her. Never am and never will. Her acting just bores me thou most of my friends are head over heels for her. I would rate this movie 7/10 simply because the ending was just so perfect where the main actor fought for her and said the main sole reason was because 

HE LOVES HER. 

And I started crying so hard and was so touched. After all the songs weren't as good as Aashiqui 2 nor Dhoom 3 but I really love certain songs from this movie. The 1, 2, 3, 4 Get On The Dance Floor, Titli, Teraa Rasta Chhoddon Na and Lungi Dance were so good but I would highly recommend this one song, that I fell in love with ; it is titled Kashmir Main, Tu Kanyakumari which means I am Kashmir and you are Kanyakumari. Here is a video of the song followed by 

certain pictures from the movie heh :)

Kashmir Main, Tu Kanyakumari ; which means I am Kashmir and you are Kanyakumari. 

Everything is gonna be just fine :] -Sam and Cat

Been thinking of getting this hot air 

balloon necklace lately. So, should I? 

Or should I not? Do they look good to you? 

River Flows In You ;

Yiruma.

Gorgeous.

THIS IS A WANT. 

THE HAIR AND THE TATTOO.

BEEN THINKING OF GETTING THEM LATELY.

So hello blog readers. I know it had been five long days that I have been away and I tremendously apologize for that. Hey but behind everything, I always have a reason to be away, don't I? So where did I left off? Ah the outing with both Ma Xin Wei and Foo Huii Yi. I pretty much did not do anything much more than that either. It is just something I want to point out in the picture above was that I have finally hit my 55,000 tweet and yeps in short 55K tweets and it was a shout-out to all my closest best friends in the world. I did box them up in red so zoom in the picture above. Thank you so much for staying by my side. I did mentioned there some literally main ones because I could not tagged everyone. Thus the list is long so don't blame me. Here is to Sabrina Chua, Cedric Abel, Lai Wye Kei, Shyam Nair, Aaron Lee, Benjamin Ho, Ashweenia Rajah, Joeyy Lim and the list goes on. You know who you are. Touch your heart, you would know. Whether you have been nice or mean to me this year. 

So I have been spending most of my time watching movies and updating myself. The pictures above are all from the movie Prom and I literally cried so hard watching this movie because it reminded me of high school so so much. I loved the way the boys had asked the girls to Prom with them. And there was this one quote that made me teared so hard because it reminded me so much of somebody I used to know. It sounded something like this ;

I am not upset. I am just DONE.

And that was it. The tears fell like waterfall thou. Plus, those times in needs when he was ALWAYS there for her whenever she needs him. She started to look at him at a different light and at a different angle. I love love love it when he did turned up for the prom dance. Super romantic overall. Rated the movie 7/10 and I watched it alone ; all by myself thou. 

The second movie that I ended up watching and enjoying myself was a movie from 2011. It was a movie starring Channing Tatum and his real wife, Jenna Dewan-Tatum. Now what makes this movie so special was that I did watched it alone thou and there were so many scene that really written my life this year in 2013. So there was this one part where one of the actress said, I am so glad that you have got me replaced. I was like :'( The movie definitely made me cried so hard and I wondered so much whether would I be a good wife someday as like the lady did in the movie thou. It made me pondered so much. 

Why look back in the past when you have so much to look forward to in the future, right? Friend said to Channing Tatum. #10years

The scene above was a dance in a karaoke pub after ten years of Tatum and his ex- girlfriend when she asked for a dance with him. In this scene, she treated Channing Tatum as her boy best friend and told him everything that she was pregnant and he knew that even before her own husband did. I really cannot describe what I felt at that moment. Goosebumps all over. So happy that best friends like these are just so close and they even hugged and danced with each other. The whole movie was about a night of their high school reunion and it was definitely one of the best 

I have watched so rating it 9/10.

I did really spent my weekend wisely thou if you would count shopping and posting hot guys pictures on my best girl friend's wall works thou :) So spent last weekend shopping for almost four hours in Pavillion and bought myself almost ten dresses thou. I bumped into Vanessa Yoong ( Vanilla Ice Cream) as how most of you would know her. Saw her in Parkson Pav and bought a dress from there. It is brown in colour thou. So when I made my way to the cashier I saw senior from MBS Sashikala Moorti as well. Been shopping so much for Chinese New Year and it keeps me happy. 

I would only show you two items on which I have got for Chinese New Year so far thou. Most of it which I have bought are all one piece meaning either dresses and jumpsuits and there was only one outfit that I got was two pieces. Here is a picture of me before leaving home for shopping and the face I had when I am in changing room. Three pictures for you readers so here you go. Oh by the way, I used to love going shopping at Brands Outlet in Fahrenheit until last week. The sales girl really did pissed me off and her customer service was just so bad I swear. Really upsets me a lot. I don't think I would want to visit there again. 

Heh. You just have to figure things out on your own that what did I got. My advice would be wait for Chinese New Years. All photos would be captured and uploaded then. I have been too free thus had been spamming Wye Kei's facebook wall with pictures of hot and good looking dudes and my examples are of course none other than Dylan O' Brien, 

Channing Tatum and of Shahid Kapoor. 

So I spent the last Monday going out with my primary school friend, Yasodha, her sister, Nishanti and my deskmate, Shyam. We went to Pavillion to catch Dhoom 3 and I sincerely loved the movie thou all three of my companions loathe it. Heh. It was a great movie and speaking of which I am downloading all the songs from the movie right now. So yeah. The movie was starred by Aamir Khan and Katrina Kaif. Just captivated me like a firework show man. Here are pictures of Aamir Khan and Katrina Kaif from the movie itself. Their body I really could not take it thou. It was the second Hindi movie I have really watched in theaters since for a very long time cause dad used to bring me when I was really young thou. Both of their bodies in the movie, I can't even. Speaking of Katrina Kaif, just don't get me started on how perfect she is. I have no idea why but I have always find her more perfect, more beautiful and more amazing than Deepika Padukone thou.

So we waited for Shyam for almost 45 minutes and Yasodha and I camwhored along the way. When he arrived we left for Starbucks for breakfast. Then we went to get popcorn and drinks instantly and left for movies. After movies, lunch was in Food Court. We captured more pictures and we went for Starbucks for tea. We talked so much on that day. Catch up session like these were so good gosh. I love these kind of gathering thus we should have these kind of outings more. Okay I shall just let the picture do the talking for me okay? Oh both the food pictures are of Nishanti's lunch, Chicken Rice and mine, Black Pepper Chicken Rice for lunch from Little Wok.  Pictures are in order which is from cinema followed by lunch and lastly group photos were in Starbucks Ground floor. I bid goodbyes to them three at five in the evening that day. 

 Came home that night and one of my old classmates spoke to me. Mei Wern she updated me and asked if I was coming for class reunion this weekend and she spoke to me about one of my best friend, Ashweenia Rajah (Ashu) in CBN. I would probably call her my one and only close friend from CBN. There wasn't any teachers I was fond of in that high school but Ashu was probably my best memories in CBN thou. We hung on the phone for almost two hours from midnight all the way to two in the morning and we spoke of so many things. Just let it be a secret okay? I shall just mentioned all these tattoos she got me so into thou. Should I get one for myself too? 
Should I get myself inked? 

The ones above are peacocks feathers and she is more into them but I am more keen of these feathers which resembles freedom. I think I were to get the first one if I were to really tattoo myself thou. You know you're both best friends of the world when the clock shoes midnight and you decided to be on the phone with her cause it had been two years long since you last spoke to one another. I was touched at the fact that she had been here all along thus thank you very much :') Two hours and thirty minutes of phone call. I finally got my wish come true and done also got over with it. So glad that we finally got to catch up like these. 

Check them pictures out ;

I did forgot to mention thou that last outing for Dhoom 3 ; I met this really cute hot ang moh ; white guy at the bus station and it was pouring so heavily. He had really nice curly hair and it was raining so I passed him my umbrella and I hopped on the bus. I did not get his email nor Facebook nor number. Nothing. He just smiled and held my hands and said thanks for the help and he asked me where Chinatown was. I really wanna meet him again so fate, just please. 

Play your role this time round thou.

Before I end this post ; 

I just wanna wish all readers a very Merry Christmas and an advanced New Years. Fingers crossed I hope I can get my resolutions done by this weekend thou? 

Baby, won't you stay the night? 

Because I seriously have no idea as to what am I suppose to wish for X'mas and for New Years. It was my Christmas wishlist to finally spend it with you but I guess that all good things come to an end, doesn't it? You still like him Rav, just stop lying to yourself. 

P/S : You freaks should really catch me on Twitter man ; here is the link to it ; it is like my mini blog there so here you go ;

https://twitter.com/NanaLingwei1906

Three hours   ;

Dum Malang ;

Dhoom 3   <3