Saturday, June 22, 2013

And ; The Reason Is YOU.


Best friends are people who see your pain behind your fake smile and your tears before they fall :'] 

It made me ponder for a moment. Maybe he is right about what he told them about me. Gulps.
In his speech, funny that he mentioned that people who faced difficulties in life are the tough ones today. The ones who face hardships in life before are ones who are strong today.
Sincerely ; it is fine growing up tough. It was never easy. Adding now that my hero is no longer around to watch me grow today.
All and all ; I should thank you for telling them. For taking me as an example. As a role model to look up to. What touched me was that one part where you actually see things. You see things deep beneath my deep soul when I thought no one cared. It always occur to me that probably no one else did understood.
But you proved me wrong and in this matter ; I am happy to be wrong. At least now ; I realized that not everyone is blind. That God bless me with beautiful people like you in life. That people like you can see beauty behind all these scars.
Thank you for everything wallflower. You showed me the meaning of perks of being a wallflower. Cheers for having wonderful people like you around :]
Stare right through me. Cause this post was fully inspired by both Tumblr and pair of eyes we mankind have :] Credits to Annual Camp and Thomas. Good night. Cheras International Understanding Day 2013 to party tomorrow and I'll see you there ; lovelies :]  


Go For Gold! xo!


Monday, June 3, 2013

A Real Boyfriend ♥ :)


Just read this, don't stop, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it. 

When she stares at your mouth
-Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks she's stronger than you
-Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
-Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
-Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
-Give her your attention

When she pulls away
-Pull her back


When you see her at her worst

-Tell her she's beautiful


When you see her start crying

-Just hold her and don't say a word


When you see her walking
-Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
-Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
-Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
-Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
-Reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
-Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
-she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
-Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you
-Bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
-Keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
-dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
-she still wants you to be hers


When she reposts this bulletin

-she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's okay don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is "Whose ass am I kicking , BABY?"



I love how random memories becomes the

BEST memories of your life today.



Tonight I Wanna Cry ;
Keith Urban.




Cannot wait for Pavillion tomorrow.
So excited for these. 
Been a week :] 
Good night all lovelies. 

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