We found love in a hopeless place :)

"I remember tears streaming down your face ; When I said, I'll never let you go." 

Hello readers and yet again, I've put my blog on idle. I am so sorry :'( So, I have a number of things I would wanna share with you! :) So, first and foremost, I am so proud to announce there is forty-eight hours left to results day. Yes, two days. I am proud to actually tell you that I have influence majority of my clan to start blogging :) What a great success! However, it kinda disappointed me to be knowing people are using my style and ways of blogging now. I mean, for an instance, I posted pictures of my Chinese New Year attires in my blog before telling people where to get all these pretty clothes. The next thing I saw on Facebook is this girl having the same dress as I do on her Facebook profile picture. I mean, come on? Same pattern, same design but different colour? It sucked. Not only that, I saw this girl's blog reckoning clothes she got which she uses the same words as I do. I mean, just cause' my blog is public, please please, do not just cut and paste would you :'( It hurt me so bad that these days I am having second opinion on whether what to blog. I blog to share, to tell, to advise, so please don't return my good deeds this way :') Thank you. If I ever see people posting song lyrics like I do in each and every one of my post, I'll start drilling and screwing people up to the ceiling on this matter :) 

Yellow diamonds in the light and we're standing side by side.
 As your shadow crosses mine, what it takes to come alive.
Next, I would like to apologize to all my beloved blog readers. What happened was, a friend of mine from tuition confronted me and he said, my blog isn't good enough. It hurt but I never showed him my expression, instead I just smiled and asked, why? He showed me this Chinese girl's blog and said, look at how pretty her blog is compared to yours. I took the lap-top from his and browse through this girl's blog. Well, this Chinese girl is a model, so she obviously blogged on her modeling life and there were pretty pictures of her for real! I looked at my tuition partner and said, look, I am sorry but I am not as pretty as her and I am not photogenic enough to be taking pictures like her. So, dear readers, I would like to tell you that I am freaking sorry cause' I am me, myself and I. I do not wish to change myself for whatever reason it is. I know that my tuition friend was right when he said, you have to post pretty pictures of yourself, like the Chinese model to get more blog viewers and readers. I just kept quiet and walked away.  


I can't win, I can't reign ; I will never win this game
Without you, without you ; 
I am lost, I am vain ; I will never be the same ; 
Without you, without you :O
What have I been up to? I have been reading :) I've been re-reading the Vampire Kisses  series for the third time :) I love the series so so MUCH ♥

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city ;
And all you're ever gonna be is mean ;
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me ;
And all you're ever gonna be is mean ;
Why you gotta be so mean? 
A girlfriend of mine told me my blog reminds her of people that she missed so much. Well, let me tell you, this moment, while reading this, if you are missing someone, pick up your phone, take the chance and call or text that particular person and let them know! Do it! Just do it right now! ♥ Okay, last Saturday, my aunt and I decided to have lunch together and then we should spend some quality time together watching movie. So, both she and I left for lunch and I promised her that all the costs of that outing would be on me. So, I paid for all the expenses that day :') We took bus to Leisure Mall and we had lunch in Wong Kok. Here are the food pictures :) I'll arrange them to the receipt order, so you shall just refer to the receipt okay? Here you go ;


YOU WOULD BE SURPRISED AT HOW MUCH TWO LADIES CAN REALLY EAT MAN! ♥

"I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking bad. Buy all of the things I never had".
After lunch, Guik Hua and I both went to watch John Carter at 15:20 p.m. in 2D :) The colour was sharp man! HD screen. Me loved it! Eventhough it costed slightly more compared to the normal one but it was worth it :) So, John Carter is a perfect explanation of why you should not listen to critics. What happen was that my brother's friends and some of my best friend said the movie was bad. But let me tell you, those who think that the movie was a waste of time or you don't like the story or whatsoever, you can now go and kill yourself. The movie was so so good! I freaking rate the movie 8/10! It starred Taylor Kitsch duh! I loved the whole movie. Even Guik Hua enjoyed it! :) So haters, keep hating. Cause' that is what you do. But remember, HATERS MAKE YOU FAMOUS! 

I was thinking about her ; Thinking bout me ;Thinkin bout us (us) ; What we gonna be?Open my eyes, (Yeah) ;it was only just a dream ♥Remember I told you that I got an early birthday present from my older brother, an expensive Carlo Rino watch and my dad got me a Hermes brand from Paris, Hello Kitty handbag and purse? Have a look! :)

Just Gonna Stand There And Watch Me Burn ;
That’s Alright Because I Like The Way It Hurts ;
Just Gonna Stand There And Hear Me Cry ;
That’s Alright Because I Love The Way You Lie </3 
Oh! I am going karaoke session with Frederick kor on Thursday! At Red Box :) So, I'll update my result and that outing in the follwing post then :) That is all for now! 

I am freaking addicted to this girl called Megan Nicole and is busy downloading her songs for the past two days already! Check her out! :)

B-e-a-utiful :')

The Lazy Song :O

Who Says? 

IT GIRL! <3

Forget You ;'(

We Found Love :')

The One That Got Away :'(
And last but not least the video I love the most :') Next To You ♥

This is one of the cutest thing a couple could do. Dear Mr. Right, where are you? :O 

 If you were a library book I'd never return you back ♥

Oh Carol, I am but a fool. Darling I love you, though you treat me cruel".Okay, time to make things clear once and for all. I am leaving for a trip. A vacation once after my results to Vietnam. A trip alone. So, my mum isn't very keen and happy about it. She wants me to continue pursuing my studies. I know, she is a mother. But, I wanna see the world. Anyways, if you are wondering what am I studying, it would be law and I would be doing it with older my brother in Brickfiels college. 

The One That Got Away ;Katy Perry :'(

I'm in this desperate moment, needing a picture perfect photo and memories with you :'(

Matt de la Garza, my love, alongside his fave teddy, Pie :)  

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you ; Across the water across the deep blue ocean ;

Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying ♥

Hi, remember how excited I got in my previous post? Well, it was all ruined by now. Hello once again. It is the fourteenth of March and it is a Wednesday. At ten o' clock and twenty four minutes in the morning and here I am already, blogging. I got to let out my feelings and inner emotion somewhere right? So, liked I said, it is a Wednesday, meaning tomorrow would be a Thursday and yesterday was a? Tuesday! It also meant that there are seven bloody days to go. A week left for results :'(

 *TEARDROPS ON THE COMPUTER KEYBOARD* 

Just shoot for the stars; If it feels right ;
And aim for my heart ; If you feel like ;
And take me away and make it OK ;
I swear I'll behave ♥
I was awake for a total of twenty nine hours yesterday and I slept for thirteen hours from last night and woke up today with the worst headache I could have possibly asked for. I swear I was so so heartbroken yesterday. Okay, what happened yesterday? The story unfold and began with me getting a text from my bestie Sarah. Her day, morning itself was ruined cause' she failed her driving test. For the first time it was at the three pointer and now the second time, it was at the hill. I felt so bad for her. I wished I was there for her or something. It was one o' clock when I decided to shower and I took the bus to tuition with an intention to meet Mr. Kung at 15:00p.m. 

With brother's new earphone ;)

Everybody look to their left ; Everybody look to their right
Can you feel that? Yeah
We'll pay them with love tonight ♥
I got a text from him saying he would be late for half an hour cause' he just finished mopping the floor at home. It seems his wife went for a course and he helped cleaned the house cause' it was so dirty. I reached Pudu quite early and decided to chat up with all the clerks there. Oh, damn how much I missed them. They were all so surprise to meet me. Even the teachers there. Mr. Donald, Mr. Matthew. Mr. Azman and Mr. Razazu. Alex, a guy best friend of mine, a neighbour of mine to be exact. Alex grabbed me and told me he saw Mr. Anwar's car at the parking lot behind our tuition centre.

I'll bet she's beautiful ; That girl he talks about ;And she's got everything ; That I have to live without :'(I was so excited when I heard that Mr. Anwar might actually be in Pudu. I texted him straight asking him whether is he truly in Pudu and whether would he want to meet me and Mr. Kung up for a drink. He replied me saying he is in at Ameline's shop, that lady from the photostat shop. But too bad, he said he has got class so he can't accompany us for a drink. I quickly grabbed Alex and made him to walk with me over, across the parking lot to meet him. Once we were in front of the photostat shop, I was having second guess like whether should I go in not. Finally, Alex spotted him and we both went inside. I missed Ameline. I used to call her my god-mother and we chatted happily away. I was even more keen and excited when I got to meet my cute Physics teacher. He was just sitting there while waiting for his teaching materials to be done. We talked a little but we were too loud. Like, Mr. Anwar was saying how easy his teachings are these days, especially during the electric chapters cause' he practically teaches using the iPad now. I was complaining to him cause' Mr. Anwar actually got Alex to type out his notes and not me :'( I mean, why Alex and not me? He went on babbling about I have been typing History and Biology notes already. My Physics teacher is so so hardworking. He is changing all his notes now. So, good luck teacher :')

Sigh :'( If only my love story is that simple. *I HATE LOVE STORIES*

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone ; I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run ;
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes :')

It was then and there where Ameline's husband walked out his office and screamed at the top of his lungs at us. Whoosh! I was so shocked. He scolded us for being at the restricted areas and my eyes swayed over to where Alex is and Mr. Anwar just kept quiet. Mr. Anwar just smiled to me and I bid goodbyes with him and Ameline. Ameline even said she is sorry and I brushed her off and told her that it wasn't her mistake. Quickly, I dragged Alex out the shop. God, why you ruined my perfect day? Fine, Alex and I walked back the parking lot and I was whining the whole way back. He was calming me down saying that man is just so stressed up and it was his duty. it kinda sucked cause' as far as I am concerned. I am eighteen today, and I have lived my eighteen years life never using that tone n anyone and how could that man even have the heart to do it to me :'( I barely even knew him. We're practically strangers. Shuts. He ruined my time with Mr. Anwar okay :'( I walked back to Suzie and complained all the way too her. I even helped all the clerks out with work yesterday :) Hardworking me :)

She comes and goes and comes and goes ; Like no one can
She comes and goes and no one knows
She's slipping through my hands ♥
I just finished helping Suzie with all the works when Mr. Kung texted me saying he can't make it to meet me and we gotta meet another day. It hurt so bad that my day was like that and he even rubbed salt to the wound. I mean, I hated when people ditched me even if I am at home and you planned an outing and you didn't even turned up. At least, I haven't left the house yet. But this? I even showered for you and got to the place on time. I was so frustrated and kept myself quiet. I didn't even know how and what to reply him for real. I mean, I travelled all the way from my crib for you and you said your boss called and you couldn't make it. I know, it isn't a very big deal but at least meet me for five minutes right? It would do too. Sucks. I took a very quick photo with Suzie and I went downstairs with Alex to get myself a cold herbal drink to chill out myself. We both went for Form 4 Biology class with Mr. Donald and he brought us for dinner and sent us both Alex and I home at 19:30 p.m. Oh, at dinner, we met an ex-student of Donald's, his name was Adrian right? Yes, Adrian. 

Picture of the day of Suzie and I ♥

You make me smile like the sun

Fall outta bed 

Sing like a bird

Dizzy in my head 

Spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night 

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold 

Buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Oh, you make me smile ♥

So among all the clerks I met yesterday, Lynda seemed to be the happiest one as her wedding is in three weeks time!

I woke up and saw this on my desk. Older brother left it for me. Now, Raveenaa is the time to take your future into serious hands! Focus!

Kartik was playing this the whole day when I was awake. This is just so cute. Remember the first movie cartoon I watched in 3D? Despicable Me? This is PART 2!

I love the third minion so so much! He is so cute with the party horn blowers and with just an eyeball :) I find things with one eyed cute :) Very cute indeed! WATCH IT! 

"FUCK" is the only word which can be used to express many feelings ;
Revenge: Fuck you!
Failure: I'm fucked :'(
Anxiety: What the fuck is happening?
Anger: Get the fuck out of here!
Curious: How the fuck did you do that?
Love: She is fucking beautiful!
Lust: Ah fuck me baby :)
Pride: I am a fucking genius!
Victory: I won that fucking competition!
Sad: Why the fuck does this happen to me?
Confused: What the fuck?
By this time you will be thinking this is one fucking great status ;)

♂ + ♂ = ♥ ♀ + ♀ = ♥ ♂ + ♀ = ♥ 
Love knows no limits. 



I would never forget that time when we walked into the restaurant and you turned around to ask me whether do I know that you used to smoke and now that you have quit :') I knew that story. You told me. It had been three years. Three wonderful great years with you. I know, life has its its ups and downs, but as long as we're together I don't believe we couldn't go through this hot and cold. Stay with me cause' I need you because I love you ♥


Walking past someone who used to mean the world to you.. S-U-C-K-S :'(

It is a month after Valentine's already? So fast?

- Blogged for two hours, 12:24 p.m :'(   

 - Work now. Then lunch!