Everyday I'm Shuffling~

Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (ha)
Can you feel that (yeah)
Well pay them with love tonight

It’s not about the money, money, money
We don’t need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag

Ain’t about the (ha) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching.
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

20/07/2011 Wednesday. 15:17p.m.

I went on Facebook today and saw her status continuously being updated. 

*The relationship between "ehem" and "ehem" ends today! Total 46weeks and 3days from 29.8.2010-20.7.2011. The reason of we break up is the problem of his loyalty. At the end he still blame me and say is my fault. He cheat me for 6 months! He such a playboy! This is the second time he betray me. I think some of u know what I me. whoever know his real personality,do u agree with me?

*To the girl,hope you will know his attitude well. You going to be the next victim! I am single and available :)

The moment I read those lines, I closed my eyes and I realised that my eyes were filled with tears. See, even now I am crying typing this. It is so sad as I always wonder why a girl is never enough for boys. In her case, I sincerely cannot believe how the guy had the heart to cheat on her. Yes, I know she has a lot of weaknesses, but she changed! Plus, it had nearly been a year you both together. It is weird, the next time you both meet? You expect to be strangers is it? I went through this too. Just ended my previous relation with this guy. We were together for three months. He had another girl too. So, it is always best to let go and wish him all the best in life and I hope they are blissful being together. Well, to this girl, I might not have the chance to speak to you in tuition these days, I really do hope you would be strong. Spill out everything you feel. There is no point on holding back everything. If you feel like crying, just cry. I seriously hope you are strong enough my dear :') Don't worry, you still have your girls with you.

School today I took the Chemistry quiz. Sat with Kit May, Nadhra and Hidayah in a table. We discussed all the way. After recess we had Taklimat for co-curriculum in hall. Then, we had Biology. Teacher caught me talking to Kit May and she asked us both to stand up and explain about the Hormonal Control of The Menstrual Cycle. We were both talking about copulation. Too bad, she dropped Biology tho. Clare was my Biology partner today and we were so turn on man. Our imaginations drove us wild and I was giggling all the way at the back. I am facing Premenstrual Syndrome(PMS) now. Some women may be more sensitive than others to changing hormone levels in their bodies during the menstrual cycle. Common physical symptoms are headaches,fatigue, feel bloated, boobs tenderness, abdominal pain, sleep disturbances and appetite changes including food cravings. The common emotional symptoms are tension, depression, confusion, anxiety, crying, oversensitivity and mood swings with alternating anger and sadness and lack of concentration. My question is how come guys never understand women when we are going through PMS? Come on, be tolerance and be nice to us just for that one or two weeks.

Had lunch with mum and younger brother today. Ordered mixed rice which cost me RM 5.00 and I just ate one mouth and pushed the whole plate to the side. Lost of appetite. Weird eh? During lunch, talked to three old aunties who aged 80++ They came and talked to me and chatted with them a while. Three of them. They had a shock of their lives seeing me this tall and so grown up already :) Mum sent us home today and guess what? I skipped co-curriculum activity today. I wanna go SMK Taman Desa International Understanding Day next Friday! 29th July 2011. K-Town Clan is going to perform. But it is too far and I didn't have a transport there! Plus, who is going to accompany me there? :( #ROSHANJAMROCK baby!   

QUOTES OF THE DAY 

*Love comes to those who still hope after disappointment, who still believe after betrayal, and who still love after they've been hurt.

*U can’t help who it is that u fall in love with. whether they’re older or younger, taller or shorter, completely opposite or just like u. ♥

*Morning beautiful, text me when you're awake (: One thing i miss the most ):

*If you are too busy to call, I'll understand. If you make me wait for hours for your reply, I'll understand. But if I stop caring, please understand.

*If you don't like me, i'm okay with that. just don't pretend that you do.

*Sometimes the right person for you was there all along, you just didn't see it because the wrong one was blocking your sight.

*Back To December lyrics

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why


Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.

20/07/2011 15:52p.m. RaveenaaLingwei <3