You are MY shooting star.

It had been four days long since I last wrote about something. So I am just back for a short update.

After all, my blog list drafts have not been going as to what I have planned earlier. The Japanese buffet 

was canceled last minute last Thursday night because 

best girl friend was down with fever. 

So, instead, I stayed home the whole day only to pizza with the little brother the whole day and that we spent the afternoon sleeping away because 

the computer decided to spoilt on us. 

I woke up Friday night to cook dinner for the family and spend the night catching up with Hindi movies on tv. 

I finally start watching Running Man all over again. Going to be a big addict again. Where had the vow of mine to quit this series gone to? I am going to be in trouble when the semester begins, you've got no idea. 

I seriously don't know what have been going on with my sleeping schedule seriously. I'll talk about it below.    Read on.   

I have been telling mum about how unhappy 
I get even over the tiniest thing ever. 

So yesterday, after much planning.
The five of us from the Tuesday's Gang finally 
went out for lunch and to catch up. Catch up girl, 
cause' you have got a long way to go. 

I woke up that morning at 11 a.m. already feeling super annoyed considering I had only six hours of sleep. 

I ran into shower and got myself ready and Donald came to pick me up after two hours, at 1 p.m.

We, as the usual, were just drama away. We 
talked and talked. We chatted and chatted. 

While the two of them were arguing at the front seats of the car. The three of us selfie from behind the car.

The five of us couldn't even decide as to where we should have lunch, So we were just stuck in the car until Jess decided to ask us to head to Mid Valley. 

I told them lets have Japanese food that afternoon in Sushi Zanmai, The Gardens. We made our way there. Once there, we left the car at the valet parking at 
The Gardens, Once exiting the car, we walked into 
The Gardens and Fresca was on our left.

Donald looked at me and asked, Raveenaa, do you wanna have Mexican Food instead for lunch? 
And off we go.

The five of us went for the toilet break and we then settled in Fresca, Mexican Food for lunch that day. 

The clock showed 3 p.m. when we settled down to order for our food. We did more talking and chatting in Fresca. We feasted. We ate. We drank. We cheered. 
I will not reveal what the five of us spoke about as this shall stay as our dirty little secret but I can tell you we spoke a lot about weddings, arranged marriages, future husbands, beds and kisses. 

It was such a great restaurant until it was recommended on Tripadvisor you have got no idea. 
I shall stop talking and let the pictures do the talkings. Here are what the five of us had for lunch. It was so filling though the five of us actually shared the portion.

After lunch, we walked over to McDonalds for desserts. Well, I wanted and I deemed for ice-creams actually. So off we go. I remember that we left after finishing 
our desserts and we left The Gardens that evening at 
17:20 p.m. Donald fetch the four of us home after that. 

I reach home that day at six in the evening. Once home, I showered, changed and I crawled into bed. 

I think it was ten at night when my family members agitated me. They literally irritated me as I was asleep and I was awaken at ten that night. My initial plan was to actually sleep the whole night away until Sunday morning. But thanks to my family who keeps on calling and waking me. Once awaken, I started throwing tantrums. As I was really pissed off. Like serious crap.

These days, I have been sleeping and waking up to nightmares. I have been sleeping in the morning and napping in the afternoon and during the nights, I am active as heck. I really hate this. How am I going back to school in two weeks time if my sleeping habits are these messed up? I don't even know what is going on with me. What went wrong? Where went wrong? 
I really need sleep. These days, I have been 
more worried about people and not myself. 
I really hate myself a lot right now.

I who wanted to skip dinner that night ended up ringing Pizza Hut for delivery and had Hawaiian Chicken Pizza that night. Both aunt and I watched two episodes 
of Running Man and we went to sleep at 
four in the morning that Sunday morning.

I tried sleeping. I really tried sleeping in. I tossed and I turned. I finally gave up and I sat up on my bed and I started typing a really long text to him about how my insecurities would kill me one day. I have never told anyone about how much people who surrounds me actually meant to me. But I decided to just ramble away everything. But honestly speaking, you have no idea how special you are. Like you really have no clue. I am such a broken doll inside out and I have took bad decisions in my life before. I have trusted wrong people with my life and look at me now. Trusting people was an option and that was my mistake. Not theirs. 
I trusted these people.

But here is the thing, I don't want you to be an option in my life cause I really want you to stay. Like, I want you to WANT to stay in my life. I don't want you to be here because I want you to. I want you to feel as if you can breathe around me and that you would want to stay 
in my life, because you WANT to. It is going to be difficult, I am not even joking but I know I can be a pain in the ass sometimes but you are someone who I really care about and I really cherish you a lot. So I hope that
I do matter and you can see that through me. 

I just, don't wanna be wrong about you because although I have been wrong about a lot of people and 

it really do hurts. Maybe you are better off without me. 

I slept the morning away to be awaken by my mum's news that mum's Waja car rims had been bended and it had been spoiled. To change the darn thing costed her almost one thousand ringgit and she has to trade the old original one in as well. Sighs. Wasted such a large amount of money early that day. I was supposed to go out with aunt but she ended sleeping as well. 

I ended up waking up for lunch and spoke
 the afternoon away with mum and 
had nap on a Sunday afternoon.

I woke up to Merlin Season Four and we went for a really good family dinner. I came home to catch 
a Tamil movie and to sat to blog. Seriously. 
Another night has gone. 

Before ending this post, just a shoutout and to congratulate University Malaya's Jessup Team for winning the 2015 Phillip C. Jessup International Moot Court Competition National Rounds! Especially to the Big Bear who I personally know who had worked so hard for this seriously. My prayers and best wishes 
are always with you. You can do this. Seriously. 
So freaking proud of him, you guys have got no idea. Thus, UM Jessup's 2015 team will be representing Malaysia in the 2015 Jessup International rounds! 

This post is highly inspired by the colour
 dark pink and white. Thank you. 

Counting down a day more to Melaka trip :)

Blogged to this song, Iski Uski from the movie, 

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