Monday, January 20, 2014

Same Love :'(

Telematch. 
And I clearly think it upsets me to be struck in this chord. I hate to be in this state of mind. To be stuck on stupid. I mean, how is it fair? How is it even fair? Someone who moans so so much to you and all of a sudden he is a stranger today? I mean, come on! We used to be best pals and 
we went through so much together already. 
How can you ever had the heart to walk off? 
That is one point I never did understood. 
From day one till' today, I was there through it all. I was and I will always be. Why must you opt to leave then? Cause you always think I am happier off this way without you? Well, the ugly truth is that I am not. And that I fairly think ; I am only happy when you WERE by my side. I want you through all of this. I want you here. Why did you choose to leave? Not once, not twice? Why? The question is just why? I just can't take this anymore. I don't want. I cannot. 
I may have my ego but then again, I have a heart too. And I think that it is only fair to tell it all out to you. To finally let you know everything. I think it is better off this way. To finally let you go. Go ahead do whatever. I am exhausted. For putting me through all this. 
All and all, everyone was right. You are not healthy and I should stay away. Thank you so much for walking off. Thank you for showing me that no friendship lasts forever. Thank you for showing how much we are both worth. I will survive, I will prove you wrong. I will be super successful and that is the day I'll come back. Steady and strong. Time to go, now. It is time to move on and be who I am. I just don't belong here, I hope you understand. There might be a place in this world someday, but at least
 for now. gotta go my own way. 
Say something I'm giving up on you. 
Nothing good ever last anyways. 
Deleting everything for once and for all.
Deleting you off for once and for all. 
I am no longer tired, I am just done.





One hour and fifteen minutes ;
Just Hold On ; 
We're Going Home
Drake <3 





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